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Saturday, April 29, 2006

9:36:00 AM

Hard week!!!!!! toopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemontoopid lemon haix.

&the beauty.

6:51:00 PM

Had an eventful weekend =) Sort of bah. Friday after school, me and kat went to Tamp Interchange... She wanted to ask something abt her hp. Then after that walk here walk there, then go Library. lol. Then pb called!! And she came to the library to find us... with Ray. blahhhhhh.... Life is hard without her. :( After awhile, both of them left, then hmmm me and kat played some detective games and we found out some things which aren't that interesting. o.o hehehe. Saturday went to lan for abt 3 hrs with kat and jianwen. Waste money de. Go there battlenet when i can bnet at home... lol. Promised myself not to LAN again till the June hols bah... or After MYE. Then kat so bo liao... wanted to follow jw all the way to his house, but he got so scared then she'll really do that and ran off, ditching us. Wahahaha... I know many people's secret. Or maybe Kat's only. =) =) =) She trust me so much. lol. Ytd night went to SEE JJ'S PARTY!!! Never got to see him live before. This is the first time. Hehe. Was pretty excited (: Went with Kat again. Wah just realised i've been going out with kat so much. Cuz pB abandoned me :O eh no lah. PB came to my house on Sunday after her Cell grp ended... lol. then see me maple... shld be quite boring for her lor. Hmphhhhh Love is in the air except for me :( LoL.

Today's Paper 1 chi and eng was good! I have a good feeling i won't fail any of it.

haha. And my birthday is approaching! Hui has an idea of celebrating it but i dun think im gonna quite like it. :( She's hiding stuffs from me. tts all...

MY LIFE = STUDY + MAPLE!

&the beauty.

11:00:00 PM

I luv my free life now... Feel as if there's no burden bugging me. So much better... Ahh! Just can't understand... yah i can't understand people. :( u. Hmmm, one sad thing is tt im losing my best friend. haix. Bt nevermind... think she said something bout we're okay on e phone just now. lol. Nevermind. Im happy for her to found her <3>

PS: MY chinese oral did prettttttty bad. I'm failing that for sure. Sighz.

Guess no one in this whole world has went thru what i did... so wadever. I shld not think much...

Honghui stop pullling my leg about urself and -.- . I'm sad enuf as it is... Later come true, YOU WILL REGRET! And i don't believe you read through my private stuffs b4. You're just scaring me. :)

Ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing. Tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong.

Luv this phrase too... haha... Especially useful when dealing with people who are sarcastic in their words like u, and ray. lol.

Ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing. Tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong.Ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing. Tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong.Ren yi shi, feng ping lang jing. Tui yi bu, hai kuo tian kong.

&the beauty.

10:17:00 PM

What to post!! Sianz. This few days all so sianz one... How to get out of this sianz life? Now chionging Maple much more liao... Lol. Went to watch a movie today... Art of Seduction. BT one! But it's sorta a comedy... quite funny. lol. It's hui's idea haha. Oh..... Last saturday i sort of saw him and a few other frens. and we're perfectly strangers now. Nice. Guys ... Zzz. Haiz.

Tomorrow is MYE chinese oral... thanks to Mr Niu, my class only got informed of it just today... Well i have no idea how to prepare...

I'm so tired now. Sleepy. Hope it would be like that every night... i just wanna go into dreamland the moment i lie on my bed. Just afraid and ... dread bedtimes. haix. the most vulnerable moment. >.>

&the beauty.

5:59:00 PM

Quite an eventful week... Last Practice of CO on Tuesday... Last CO performance on Wednesday. (Speech day). Missed it. I cut my hair too b4 my performance started on Wednesday. Sigh... Now so layered. If you know what i mean. Had a sports meet on Thursday noon... Went to Bugis for lunch then proceeded to Jurong Stadium. It was not hot.. unlike the past 3 years. The rain kept going on and off... so the air was rather cooling. Lol. And the good new was my school didn't win the Cheering Competition le! At last... Haha. We kept winning and this time we finally didn't win it. At least we had more winnings on PHYSICAL de... Haha. After the sports meet, went to Boon Lay MRT there... The bus was soooooooooo long. SOOOooOoooo Long. So we walked to the next bustop... 5 of us (me pb hui florence clara)+ Raymond the only guy. Ate dinner at Jurong Point MOS Burger! The fish burger was very nice. Haa. Actually wanted to watch Ice Age 2 but it will only start at 9.. so too late le. Bought my mum's bday present... A pair of err... shoes? Female shoe. lol. Anyway reached home at about 9 plus. Quite late. The moon... so round, so bright. Wish my heart was feeling as bright as it. ):

I'm going for my mum's birthday dinner soon..

Happy Birthday Mummy!

&the beauty.

4:42:00 PM

I. Hate. Liars.

Who don't? lol.

What should I blog? Today's Geog test... I can say I'll be passing it at long last cuz i studied (: Development... yawn. I love POA now, it's getting easier and easier. But my maths deteoriating le... hai. Wanna get a tutor but i don't wanna go for tuition classes. Contradicting myself. zzZ.

I just wish that O levels will be over ASAP!! -23.11.06- come quick! and so i can relax big time. I am hating my stressful life now.

Sometimes i just wish that there would be someone by my side all the time, accompanying me through ups and downs. I wish for so many things. Haiz... Yet nothing will come true. Nothing.

This week is gonna be quite slack. Half day on Wednesday... But i have speech day CO performance... Then on Thursday... Inter-School Sports day at Jurong Stadium. Friday - GOOD FRIDAY. And also my mum's birthday. Okay. I want to get that numb feeling i had that day. Feels good. So good to be emotionless.

Having serious cold now... Talk to me on the phone and you might think i'm crying... lol. Probably i am; who knows?

&the beauty.

8:35:00 PM

Had been quite hardworking this few days... Stayed back after Physics Test today to finish up my POA homework which had been due like since 2 weeks plus. LoLx. The Physics test sux... I skipped a few questions cuz i had completely no idea how to do. Guess I didn't prepared enough. Tmr i'm gonna have Chinese CA... Sigh. Test test test and test test test test test test test... It's good. Make myself busy (:

Thinking of those stuffs, making myself depress. It's stupid. It's soooooo stupid!!!! He's gone gone gone. But i just miss everything although it's so wrong. Haiz. So wrong ... haiz. Sorry...

Blehx. . .

&the beauty.

8:13:00 PM

Today had 2 unexpected test!! NAFA during PE and E-maths during SMT. But both still okay lah... Most probably getting Gold again this year. :p Body aching... jump the standing broad jump then my thighs pain. Sit and reach stretch till :O ... Incline pull up pull till whole face red haha. Then e-maths test was okay... graphs. can la.

Had booster motivational thingy... suppose to boost us up? But i found it rather not meaningful. But at least Mr. Ramesh is as funny as ever... Won't see him anymore le ): And my class is still not united as ever. hai.

Today, my sad week is gone cuz IT came. Haha. But still will like think about stuffs when im not doing anything. hai. So must keep myself busy.

And hui you !@#$%^^&&*@#! Purposely close the toilet de light, then CLOSE THE DOOR???? NO LIGHT!! ZZZzZzzZ. You think i dunno is you ah? So obvious. Then infront of your mum complain about me... I keep laughing just to to make myself happy... you also don't let. ): haiz. You good. Ruffles tmr. You ownself say one. Aiya ... nvm. I don't want to be fatter. Don't buy.

Nothing to write le... ByE..

PS: !@#$%^&*()_ Grrrrr this rotten guy made me so pissed off... Damn it!!!!

&the beauty.

12:19:00 PM

Went for Temasek's Musical 'Brothers' at Kallang Theatre ytd night... Kinda erm... not professional but it's nice. The whole school had to be there... the best thing was that we don't have to wear school uniform lol. I only realised that there was actually a live band playing the background music below the stage only after the 2nd half of the play. Haha. Blur.

After the musical ended... went for a class supper with kat, michelle, jia xin, raymond, chung son. Sad that Phoebe went home first... Chung Son was sad. Haha. Ate mcdonalds... :O Then my dad fetch me home.

Last night... or shld i say this morning? I slept at around 2am. Couldn't sleep... Woke up at 6.20am for no reason. I didn't had any nightmares or what... I just woke up. Sighz. Gonna be tired later... but not now. Cuz im Too Tired to be even Tired. lol.

Then I read my harry potter book till 8 plus bah. Seems like reading helps me avoid thinking about stuffs. I'll go read till i rot now! haha. Shall borrow some books later. Oh and also do my homework. Striving hard for my coming O level chinese!!

Gonna go bai bai my ah ma later ...

and

Those words ... no matter how hard i hope it is true, will never be true. But it doesn't matter anymore. yup.

and

...............Thanks...............

Honghui! I owe you a million ...

or is it you owe me?

Depends on how you phrase it. o_o

Feeling so numb i can't sense any hurt or pain or sadness. Immune to it? That's good!

&the beauty.