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Thursday, July 27, 2006

6:58:00 PM

Heh.. Seems to be blogging everyday.

Here's a picture of a mediacorp actor from Love at Zero degree. Airing every week days.. 9pm to 10pm at Channel 8. hahas. He looks so charming... not the 200% handsome guy but still...! haha! Some says character plays a part in one's looks.. maybe. He's so thoughtful, so understanding to everyone (In the show la... Real Life I dunno -.-). haha.

Anyway... My geogy test was, I THINK, relatively okay. Considering tt my plans for studying it failed miserably last night. The coffee could not withstand my tiredness... (LOUSY COFFEE!) So in conclusion, i laid on bed (Holding my notes) and went off to dreamworld.

My chemistry test wasn't bad either. Aiya! I couldn't possibly flunk my tests la! What I gotta do now is strive for an A1, not fretting over passing or not passing the test. At this point of time, failing is certainly not acceptable. LoLs. but from what things are now, I HIGHLY DOUBT I can get A1 for any subject. (for the CAs i mean...)

Gotta go for the Physics Enrichment thing on Saturday. I don't wanna!! Why give to B4s and above! No!!! No!!! No!!! PB had 59!!!!!!!

Anyway, Today was great. At least better than the previous days... And I hope tomorrow will be an even better day. (Ming tian hui gen hao!!)

Having an A-Maths test tomorrow.Relieved that i would not need to burn the midnight oil. Haha. cuz Integration seems okay for me.. I'll just practice the TYS questions...

Starting to feeling the stress of what i should have started at the beginning of this year. Ohmygoodness!!!! 3 months to O levels! 3 months to O levels!!! Tata!

&the beauty.

7:09:00 PM

I'm so exhausted.. Physically n mentally! Realli!

Is this the first time all 6 of us got so emotional? guess so. Everything that happens, happens for a reason. maybe it could foster a better bond between friendships... or (maybe) destroy the friendship and be buried right beneath the sea? i hope for the best... REALLI!

i dislike misunderstandings. We should not keep grudges to ourselves, or the misunderstanding btwn 2 frens will grow and grow, and eventually beyond redeem. and it'll become permanent, imprinted inside you... by then u can hardly understand what the other party is feeling. Sianz. i wanna go back to the past.. i luv all of u and it realli hurts to see any of u guys tearing haiz. hey im nt hypocriting now. cuz tts realli hw i feel.

TIRED!

I had, since the day i could use brains to think, that everything would be smooth-sailing for me because... "How can anything bad happen to me? Impossible!" But we learn as we grow... *duh* but seriously, it's part and parcel of life... A roller coaster ride. (The one on the physic worksheet.. can imply to Life... rmb??) Ups and downs! wish we can trudge up the tracks once again.

I'll be burning AGAIN the midnight oil... omg... when will the oil run out -.- I have two test tomorrow... Geog Elective and Chemistry.

Last night was horrible... I drank the coffee like I said, started on SS at 10pm (On my study table). Then feeling a little tired (11.45pm), i went to lie on my bed, with the book infront of me. But i slept instead. haha. Omgosh, am i already immune to the caffaine effect? I was expecting myself to sleep at 2am or something. At least I've done 5 out of 8 factors b4 i went dead. Finished the rest of the 3 factors in school and "VOMITED" everything out on the piece of Folscape. i'll do okay for the test?

So i was ultra lethargic for the whole of today in school. and plus the small commotion during smt that made my eyes red n even more tired than it was already is. How am i gonna survive tonight?? Good luck to me!!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless to everyone of us...

today's my first day of blah too. just realised.

&the beauty.

5:02:00 PM

Should not be blogging right now... I should be memorising for my SS re-test tomorrow... But I just don't have the 'mood'. Cuz everything that is happening now is so darn infuriating!!!!! Sobs! grrrr........... hormonal imbalance. it's distracting me.

Sincerity? Piece of rubbish. Crap. It's all part of my illusion bah.

Maybe I should not be sincere after all. It's not a must anyway. So why should I be!!!!!

anyway... just came back from Bedok interchange. Went to the Library to sum up the hours we did for CIP... so they can send us a letter to acknowledge it. It was so quite sian. Lunch - Ruffles and Seeweeds.. er... sianz.

English tuition later too... no time to study at all now. hais. Burn midnight oil tonight liao... so tired. and my 'chicken' flu is still going on. Work myself to sick. whatever!

-Not feeling GOOD,

so this entry is SHIT.

Just typing out for the sake of exercising my fingers. so I do not mean anything in this entry.

in fact...Good exercise actually... -

&the beauty.

7:37:00 PM

Hi! Changed my blog skin.. Kind of tired of seeing the puppies over and over again...

Besides it's PINK! And it's STRIPED! Okay. That's milubing's colour+pattern. =X Haha!! I am fanatic. I've lost my directions over a band. but nevermind. I'll get back on the right track after 5th August. =)

Erm im partially on the right track now. I've been revising. And will be almost everyday from now. And i'll burn the midnight oil every Saturday night by drinking coffee!! But im afraid that will stain my teeth =/ well... maybe i'll use a straw. LOL.

the wondeful quote on the right side of my blog, is pretty meaningful right? Well maybe not to you. but it is to me.

in this commplex world.. ultimately.. Only YOU can bring happiness to yourself!

And so.. it's all up to you! I'm so very happy with my life now. =) yays. because i made the ultimate decision. however there will be many more obstacles along the path of life... so yar. Do my best!

A random wish for today: May happiness n sincerity be laid upon all my friends and everyone I know. And let Mi Lu Bing win the Grand Finals. =X

&the beauty.

6:17:00 PM

I'm tired! It was my first time drinking coffee to stay awake last night... slept at 1am. Just to study for my A-Maths CA today!! Waoh, I've changed =P The only flaws are that i'm feeling quite fatigue right now and I didn't complete the paper... left half a question unanswered... however im confident with the rest of the paper though!

Major problem! Having serious cold/Flu right now.. My throat hurt like anything when i woke up this morning. And my nose's blocked the whole day. (Now InCluded)... lols.

BUT........... I still............

went to drink bubble tea with PB just now. haha... It seems a long time since i went out with PB onli! hmmm I missed her company. but she can't be by my side all the time now. Gotta spare a thought for her. lols. and i realli wish that she would be happy every day! =) nt that she'll read... but this is my blessings for her haha. and now my cold won't be cured =S

HMMM... Some deep thinking now.

Everlasting friendship... Will it ever occur? I see that it seems kinda hard... some people would talk behind another person's back. But upfront, they are all goody goody friends and treat each other well. sigh... Don't you ppl spare a moment to think b4 you speak ill of others? Was it just a moment of folly, and that u can't stop urself? Or are u just trying to find a topic to talk? Aren't u all suppose to be friends? Do friends talk behind the other's back? Drop the grudges if u have any! And stop the pretence! If u aren't happy abt something... talk it out.

Friendship is about sincerity and nothing less than that!

and

So does relationship. Of cuz.

Wondering if... i am sincere myself? and if i have truly sincere friends? maybe. hahas... a few definite ones... =)

hmmmzzz......... Dont want to think so much ler.

I am still crazy over Mi Lu Bing... Visiting their blog every other day... Looking for updates on how to get the GrandFinal tickets. But to no avail yet. At least I've found a companion to go with me liao! =) Haha. Milo RoXX! We gotta wear pinkie!! LOL!!!

Okay i've been surfing since 3pm... 3 hrs plus ler. Gotta stop and rest my eyes. Buais!

JIAYOU! GrandFinals 5th August!!

&the beauty.

8:01:00 PM

They ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!! AHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY HP camera quality wasn't that great so... yar. and i didn't get their front view. lolzz...

So anyway ytd had a long day. Was out since 9.45am. Went to PB's Church at expo hall 8... really crowded. haha... enlightening session. Then we went to watch movies.. suppose to get free tickets butzzz... only on Monday. So PB had to spent $38.50 on 4 movie tickets.. for me kat ben and herself... sad sad. Hope she gets her reimbursement soon... hmm... was quite rushed ytd... after the movie ended, went to meet hui, zhiqi n alice. Took mrt to Lavender then from there took a cab cuz we really was running late. haha! We got the tickets from Amanda... she was really pretty... =) lined up for quite sometime... by the time we were in the stuio it was about 7 plus... la la la... Then those incharge of the MLB fans de came to give us lightsicks and some posters n banners to hold. I was suppose to make one myself but due to time constraaint...... blehx. no idea why but it's rather laggy writing this blog entry... so i shall stop now. AND IM watching SuperBand Now. MIGHT CATCH MYSELF ON TV LOL! Mi Lu Bing POWER larss!! heeeeex.

o yea lucify rocked the stadium... they were gd. J3 too =P

&the beauty.

7:49:00 PM

our tickets!!!!!!!!!!!

Just arrived at the studio!

so cool with their dances O_O

J3 Brought beautiful music once again!!!!!!

Lucify rocked the studio hahazzz

&the beauty.

6:21:00 PM

This entry was originally not what you are reading right now. It got erased so I gotta do a Recount of what i wrote. Sobs. Don't have the right climax to rewrite the way i wrote ytd...

Just want to say I finally can get to mediacorp and see my milos perform live this Sunday night! =) It'll be till around 10pm bah. Hmmm cant wait for it. Going with my bestie(i saw this word on the magazine with her) and her two pri sch friends. And maybe my bro and his friend. 6 tickets that what we got haha. There was more tickets given out by mediacorp u see... that's why we got so many.

Had Prelim English Oral Exam today... And I did OK? No idea. The teacher kept prompting me. It's just so different from other oral practice i used to have. The picture description section - I didn't even describe one bit on the picture, that's cuz the teacher asked me instantly what the people in the pic were doing. and so i didn't get to describe the settings. And my conversation was quite -pathetic-. She just kept prompting and prompting and i kept answering and answering. blah blah blah blah.

And there are lots of test and exams going on these few days... Next week included. Ahhh... there's POA test and O level Chinese listening on Monday. Omgosh. Incomplete Records! Better finish up the Worksheet.

Hehe. Busy this weekend! Tomorrow going to my bro's sch's carnival with Kat and Winnie. She's actually from Singapore but had migrated to NZ, so she's here in SG for a holiday. Met her through my old guild in Maple. haha. And Sunday going to pb's church... and then watch Pirates of the ******* dunno how to spell wor. Then go Mediacorp le!! <3

Milopengs are B5. Last group. but of cuz.. WORTH the wait!

&the beauty.

11:35:00 AM

What to blog about?? My daily life seems boring. haha. hui said she's coming along with me to watch superband live tonight in mediacorp, to watch milopeng perform live... that is if i managed to get tickets for today's recording. which i didn't. at least i THINK i can get to see them perform live nx week!! [if THEY got through the 1st Semi-Final round; im certain they WILL!] ... and i got the hp number of the 'ticket-giver' (Nic's Sister) liao. =P

There are lotssssssss of hw piling up right now. I should get down on it but the mood is just not there to start with anything. That's always the problem. My mum's always asking me to chant to the eh... what do u call the altar in my house? She says by doing that long-term, i'll get the 'mood' to study. And i'll succeed in life. something like that. I am lazy, thats why i remained a free-thinker. lazy to pray lolx. lazy to do hw. lazy to study. how how!!

Gonna visit kuon nil! the 10 yr guy that appeared in my life last year... haha. he's my ex-tenant. he suddenly called me up during Chocolate Day and asked Maple stuffs then ask me to visit him one day in his house and play...... and he has a gift for me! What can one expect from a 10 yr old boy boy? Probably Pikachu stickers with my name on it. Haha! He owed me one since last year b4 he went back to Cambodia. n i will be seeing his cousin =/ awkwardness probably. geezzz...

I better go up to my room now. haaaa... n start some homework....... esp my tuition's. Im so terrified of her, i dun dare not doing her hw.

&the beauty.

8:43:00 PM

Quite happy atm... =))) Mi Lu Bin got revived... hehe. Stayed up till midnight last night for the result show... as well as finishing up my homework. (Tuition's and SS). Juz Be and MiloPeng were the last two left on the stage.. so scary. I was reall really really really GLAD that the red light landed on Milo!!! Heeeeee! I wanna see them real life!!!!! Finding someone Mi to accompany me go see them at IMM nx nx Sunday. I think...

My scary strict English tutor. Just came home from her house. Comprehension and vocab practice... so dense. Lotsa hws from her too. Can my grades really be improved? ~_~"

Im quite exhausted from the day's activities... Went to do Library CIP for 3 hrs. Did shelving... it was reallllllllllyyyyy exhausting..................... especially when you have a slacking PARTNER around and u gotta help her shelve the books when you're done with ur own trolley of books....... lol........................... not that i'm complaining.................... :P

no time for a real dinner...

Reached home from Bedok Library at around 6.05. Went for a REAL quickie bath!! Rushed down to the basement where my bro's waitin for me and we walked all e way to Bedok Court (the condo my tutor lived). Took approxx 10mins or 15 from my house. We were late. Walk and walk and walk... Walked home too. lol. tired.

and again.

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Milopeng revived!!!!!! yes yes yes =)!

&the beauty.

11:46:00 AM

haha! Suddenly felt the urge to blog... on My Latest Craze! Watched SuperBand?? MI LU BIN all e way!!~~ No idea why... but after hearing their performance on Dan Xiao Gui by Liang Yong Qi two weeks back, i feel like they totally roxx.. =) but unfortunately, they were booted out during their previous performance..

Hong hui! If u're reading this, this is for you. You're so so totally wrong!! There's revival round!!!! This coming Monday... 70% base on Judge, 30% base on Votes. Wonder if they can get in... I hope hope hope hope. Alwayzhope. But not alwayz. Lol

Anyway I luv all 3 members in Milopeng~ esp Nic n Sam. I'm crazy. Suddenly so crazy over this band... I wanna watch live. =( haha.

It feels great to be out of the trap after approximately 2 years... perhaps. I still miss everything. I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you.I miss you. I cannot deny the fact that I still miss you so much. ahhhhhhh... But nothing is changing. I guess this isn't love. It was all an illusion for me... So I should drop this illusion.. And Face Reality. Oops... Not SHOULD, is MUST. thx for the supports my dear friends... esp Honghui n kat? hahax. Bu guan tian chang di jiu, zhi guan ceng jing yong you... hor hui?

The BIG bomb is coming... O levels. Had my O levels Oral exam ytd.. Chinese. Think i did okay... Much better than Mid years i reckon. Haha. Well Im kinda off from Maple... There isn't anything left for in there me to continue playing. So much memories in that game. Just as well, concentrate on my studies. And im reading like a fanatic now... Keeps me off from thinking.

Haha. Blog again nx time... See ya~~!! =))

&the beauty.