The hectic CO practices will be gone soon. I'm wondering now, how it'd be like to relive my mint freedom again. I guess I'm too used to returning home after 8 or 9pm everyday... haha. Next Friday is gonna be way early!!

I'm scouring through my mind right now to recall what has happened this week. Hmmm. There was Labour Day when I went to catch Spiderman 3 and had creamy chicken again. lol. STEREOTYPICAL man. It's always a movie followed by pastamania or pastamania first then a movie with those same people. Zhiyuan, Yuanhong, Yunling. Well the others couldn't make it... it's alright though. There's always next time. And I didn't know yuanh's birthday is quite near mine. Although mine's before yours! lol.
Then I went to East coast park. Memorable, sure it is to sit by the shores with... And.. but; sigh... forget it.
CO practices everyday. It had laid a hefty helping hand to the hour by which I return home. haha. Fun-ness has been weaving its way into every practice recently!!!!! The crazy combination of people like - yuping, mogu tou, yichen, huiwen, huiling, reb, audrey, gwendoline, edinna, geraldyne, esther, jie lin, anne, kaiwen, sharon; specifically ALL the 弹拨乐-ers had played a part in making the practices immensely pleasurable. And with Geraldyne providing us with goodies each time the Plucking section had to stay back for extra practices, it's quite impossible to say no to extra practices already. =X There was supposed to be a 弹拨乐 dinner outing on Friday after extra practice... but had turned out to be a blend of 弹拨乐+ Comm. + Conductor. Still the same la... ha. Ended up home late, nearing 12... much to the fury of my mom. But nevertheless, still a fun night. We even came up with a cheer for our section. With special thanks to the craziest Mogu aka Huang WeiLin! I've been rattling on and on about CO, about 弹拨乐... oops... I have to admit that I'm so going to miss the times of late practices after SyF. There're only 3 more times... >.<

MASQUERADES, disceptions, deceitfulness. They are procastrinating all chances of class unity. =( But i'm not giving hope yet... Not comforming just yet. PW grouping's out. 3 out of the handful 7 guys in my class landed in my group. Unexpectedly unexpected. Thankfully, Si En is with me! It's time to walk towards an A, together!

On a lousy tinge, Chem SPA is a horror for me now. My titration value is always way above the accurate answer. I did everything as precisely as I can. Cleaned the apparatus, titrated and pipetted the correct solution, measured the correct mass, topped the correct volume of distilled water. I DID EVERYTHING I COULD but still I got it wrong and worse still, I don't know what went wrong! ='( It was never like that back in Sec 4. I was always confident with my value and everything. Practical exams were a no problem for me... What's with me this year? And next week's the ACTUAL NATIONAL SPA already... Oh my. I can only stomach this uncertainty pill and hope for the very very best now...

Sometimes, emotions just unfurl by themselves and send me to a hollow oblivion. Tears that shed... doesn't count. They aren't figures. They don't equate. They just flow...

Enough of ranting about my emotional turmoil. It has been fluctuatating precariously. It's time to unwaver them and go back to my shell of void. Bye bye.