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Monday, July 30, 2007

10:42:00 PM

Today's so funny! HAHA! Don't know who started this sharing lame jokes thingy during Lunch today. Next thing we know we were all brawling with laughter, one joke after another... hahaha.

And then my purse was stolen by my classmates. Actually I was the one who left it at the canteen table and rushed off to the library during recess... and then I did not realise that my purse wasn't with me until Lunch. So blur. So my classmates hid it from me lah... and kept pretending. Tsk tsk. Jasmine and Huiping are naughty girls! In the end, treated them some food to pacify them and to get back my purse. Haha... Okay I'm JOKING! Jasmine dun angry. :)

Ah.. PW tutorial today was so relaxed cuz there isn't much to discuss presently, now that interview and survey have been done. ^.^ WR's deadline is still ages away.... haha! "Slowly..." like what Derrick said. And laughed like nuts during PW too cuz of Zhijun and his new shoes... Him and Kenneth were trying to see whose shoes look nicer and Zhijun even asked Kenneth to liquid his shoes. -_-" Well, funny bunch of PW mates. Haha. Only me and Si En are sane enough! woops.

Returned home and slaaaaaaaaaack until 8 before I start work. Have not even touch Skill D for Mock SPA tomorrow. Dead. I'm gonna wreck my brains now memorizing those lengthy answer... I really don't see the use and application of Skill D. They are just merely letting us regurgitate only. -_-

BYE!

PS: NDP's Preview's fireworks is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo brillllllllllllllliant!

PSS: I miss you!

&the beauty.

10:15:00 AM

Just thought I'd share something I came across a few moments ago........

From here.

How do you know you're not IN LOVE???

Love is the most powerful influence on earth but it doesn't guarantee that everything will be perfect and easy. It brings immense challenges, causes much heartache and makes us do things beyond our natural capabilities. Someone once said that love is one of the simplest concepts; yet it may be one of the most difficult undertakings.

FOR THOSE WHO ALREADY HAVE THEIR PARTNERS: 1 CORINTHIANS 13:4-8

"Love is patient."

1. You are not in love if you always complain about your partners' personality; the way he/she dresses up; if you can't endure his/her company when you go out with your friends.

"Love is kind."

2. You are not in love if you always hurt the one you're with; if you've become so insensitive and inconsiderate about his/her feelings; if you've become uncompassionate and beginning to care less of him/her.

"Love is not jealous or boastful or arrogant or rude."

3. You are not in love if you are jealous of your partner's accomplishments; if you always spite him/her for his/her advantages over you; or if you are greedy enough not to share his/her time with anyone.

4. You are not in love if you're always bragging about how you're treating him/her - how you always pay for the date's expenses, how you've always try to solve the problems of your relationship or how much you've given up for the sake of your "love" for him/her.

5. You are not in love if you are always too proud to admit that your partner is right and you are wrong; if you don't want to accept your own faults and always blame it to him/her; if you don't want to accept help or advice from him/her; and if you always think superior over your partner (remember a relationship is a partnership).

6. You are not in love if you don't respect your partner's decisions or suggestions, if you always embarrass him or her in front of your relatives or friends, if you tell people about his/her mistakes (Remember that discretion is a big factor inbeing in love.) "It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful."

7. You are not in love if you always want your partner to do the things you want.

8. You are not in love if you always get mad when your partner seems to know more than you do or when he/she is usually right about something, and if you always disagree with him or her over little things.

9. You are not in love if you always feel offended when people praise your partner; if you're piqued by his/her behavior; and if you are not happy being with him or her.

"It does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth."

10. You are not in love if you always insist "wicked ways to your partner (better get married first); if you always stop him/her from spending time with his/her family or friends; and if you lie to your partner and if you try to hide something from him/her.

11. You are not in love if you try to change your partner - you have to love him/her the way he/she is.

"It bears all things, believes all things, hope all things, and endures all things."

12. You are not in love if you cannot put up with your partner's shortcomings.

13. You are not in love if you don't trust your partner.

14. You are not in love if you don't have any faith in your partner.

15. You are not in love if you cannot suffer with him or her in times of trials or troubles, if you cannot commit yourself to him/her in good or times.

16. You are not in love if you don't share your thoughts, your feelings or your dreams with your partner.

"Love never ends."

17. You are not in love if you think your love for your partner is starting to fade away.

FOR THOSE WHO HAVE "PROSPECTIVE" PARTNERS:

1. You are not in love if you only like that person's looks his/her station in life his/her peers and for his/her achievements.

2. You are not in love if you only like that person because you have lots of things in common (although it may start from there - it is still not a basis to fall in love).

3. You are not in love if you only hope for some romance to ease loneliness or so as not to be left out by your peers.

4. You are not in love if you only want to show that person to impress your friends.

5. You are not in love if you try to steal that person from someone else that you even make up stories to do so. Remember, love is not distractive.

6. You are not in love if you only want a person you can easily control.

7. You are not in love if you suddenly feel something for that person who just announced he/she is going to get married - especially if it's your best friend. It might just be a bout of selfishness or possessiveness.

8. You are not in love if you only like that person for what he/she can give you or for security reasons.

9. You are not in love if you ask yourself "Do I love him/her?" - you're already doubtful of your feelings.

So am I in love?

& I just did (9) again...

Time to start repacking my feelings all over. Sigh.

&the beauty.

9:14:00 PM

Just when I thought life was going to be okay, everything comes spiralling down.

Whose life could be as vacilating as mine? Tell me.

Haiz. In an oppresive state now, unlike yesterday.

School proved to be fun yesterday. Had hockey for PE yesterday and it's so fun! I played till very 'hiong', like what Huiping said of me, resulting in today's back, shoulders, legs ache... -_- Didn't know hockey's so fun. Looking forward to next week's PE! And then Hongsheng's mini birthday celebration after school was so hilarious, excluding the teasing part. The icing of the cake was the cream frenzy, literally and not literally. (erm..) We started trying to meddle each others' faces with cream... hahaha. Grace was so kind to help me clear the cream on my face after JASMINE and HUIPING did to me. haha...

Headed for Doctor's lesson after which even though I wasn't required. 'Clinic' as in (Chemistry remedial in other words)... The school was quite innovative to think up of this name. Went for the Australian Chem quiz at 5.15 before heading home.

Today... ahh, dunno what to say. CT flared up. Maybe it was kind of the last straw for him as to how disrespectful the class could be some times. Sure there may be a time for jokes, but sometimes too much could be seen as overboard.

And I think I did something wrong, although I can't seem to figure that out yet.

H3 maths SO CHIM today. Sitting beside Louis and another girl I just got to know -Henrietta, makes me feel so stupid. =/
Anyway, went for CO for half-and-hour after maths again..

It dawned upon me that, at this rate, when CO is reduced to only Fridays, and ends at 6 instead of 6.30pm... I won't have to attend any CO practices at all already. =S

I don't want to burn our bridge. But I don't know how not to. :(

This feeling is such an awful vacuum cleaner man!

&the beauty.

6:22:00 PM

Fireworks over at Marina Bay is getting more and more brilliant as the actual NDP nears. Was very tempted to reach for my phone and snap one of those wonderful shot during the last preview. But one of my NDP-mate was saying you won't be able to enjoy those fireworks to the fullest if you start snapping throughout... So I just stood there, amongst the thousand, and let my eyes do the snapping instead. Wonderful wonderful wonderful! Can't wait for the actual parade. I suppose the fireworks would be even grander than ever!! :)

So when will it be just you and me seeing them? ^.^

Now that NDP's around the corner, it means there'll be no more Saturday commitments soon. Another journey ends once again... Maybe I'll join again another year... haha.

P-3 rocks!

So does Chameleons. haha.

I suppose I should take up the chocolate medication for the time-being... Proves goooooooood. :) So it's happiness at the expense of becoming fat. -_-

If only things would remain as it is!!!! haha... I hope...

Where there's an entrance, there'll be an exit...

and I'm hoping that the exit appears only when my life has ceased.

&the beauty.

8:33:00 AM

Time to blog proper now... Enough about the sad stuffs! I'll be better as the days go...

"Compass" on Thursday was a really enlightening lesson learnt.

In a nutshell, a physically-disabled talker came to our school... Despite his disabilities, he was really positive, and not forgetting his sense of quirk humour. haha! "Senile" Minister... All the political jokes, but ridiculously funny. He shared his life story and his struggles, sang songs, cracked jokes... haha. I admire him for his courage to stay in the positive light... If it was me...... ahh well... I'd better learn.

Friday passed really fast! Lessons seem exceptionally smooth too. Don't know what's up with my CT. Asked me to collect report slips, practical books, and zap chem notes... Chem rep so much stuffs to do. I don't see other reps having as much to do!! Rebecca went home after I zapped the notes! :'( lol. Then I followed Erlina to her make-up practical... Jasmine and Ruibei wanted to be busybody too... So 3 of us ended up accompanying Erlina, Jiawen and Huiping for make-up... But I left soon pretty soon. Jasmine said she had a 'fun' time with our dear CT after I left. haha! I missed it all! =S

Left for h3 Maths' at 2.30. The lesson was pretty easy at first... and then difficult as it proceeds! What conjectures!!! So much conjectures! Maths turn out writing stories to prove something equals something. -_- lol. Mathematicians... I admire them for their persistence and originality. Haha! But I'm NOT GOING TO BE ONE! Headed to CO after which, and had 'da zu' for half-hour only before we're let off.

Reached home, intended to mug but..... I gave myself the slack again! Went online to chat with my friends n classmates.. It has been ages since I appeared online so it's considered a big thing to me. I'm always roaming in the 'appearing offline' world or won't login at all. lol.

And I want to bake the oreo cheese-cake... Looks so delicious!!

And today's July 21st!! I feel so stupid. Pre-ordered on Tuesday only to know I can't recieve it today... but 10 working days after I pre-order. Stupid stupid. I might as well go "Popular" now and buy... -.- Oops, I'm talking about "The Deathly Hallows".

I'd better go off now! See the mounting piles of homework... -___-

You're my only remedy!

&the beauty.

8:39:00 PM

That's about the only way... or not?

&the beauty.

6:58:00 PM

What is happening to me?? argh. Everything feels so dreadful. Those never-ending depressing cycle everyday.

Relationship? I'm ruining it... with my own hands. All the negative stuffs keep pressing onto me... making a molehill out of a complete nothing. Which other idiot does this? One moment I feel really blissful, the next - right at the bottom. I'm suck into this interminable void and there seems no escape route. My retribution, perhaps?

Is this depression?

Friends? Are they really there? Who really cares?

Got caught up in the class web again. It's taking its toll on me... and it seriously sucks.

What the hell went wrong with me? I hate this I hate this!

I want my life back!!!

Haiz.

Feels much calmer after venting all out... My deepest fear is the next approach of the spasm of insecurities coming up.

those tears never fail me every day. I need leaning on... or maybe I over-did? Haiz.

I'm so sorry.

Maybe I need counselling?

&the beauty.

10:01:00 PM

Life has been pretty down in the mouth for me these few days.

Chinese oral exam was all messed up... sigh. Why charity?? T_T

Fine, what's done is done. No extent of grumbling would change it. I got to buck up for my written paper already.

Zaobao.com here I come!

And then that thing's bugging me again... can't seem to lift the edges of my mouth up once I'm home.

Why why why??? Hai. I'll learn to compromise, that is.

Anyway on a happy note, I passed all my subjects for Mid-years! I was prepared for two Ungraded at first... Economics and Physics's results did came as a huge surprise. Physics especially. And to think my lousiest scoring subject is Chemistry. Maths was below expectation lah... one more mark to A. Forget it... like I said, what's done is done.

Praying hard for promos and A level chinese. =S

My recent posts seem so oppressive... -_-

&the beauty.

10:57:00 PM

School has resume... Back to those routine days which I'm kind of not too used to now... And everything seems to be happening so fast, so hectic. sigh. Those marked papers being stained with a whole lot of crosses isn't helping me either. -_-"

*Crossing my fingers for Maths*

Late night sleeping hasn't cease yet despite a school day the next day... I hope I can re-tune this biological clock of mine!

Today was a really long day with CO back in action!! Next week is going to be the longest week ever.

I'm lost for words presently... Having mixed feelings right now. Haiz.

I don't know why I feel this way, but you seem different than before..

Don't say I'm thinking too much :(

&the beauty.

11:57:00 AM

411 had a mini (partial) gathering on its own... It was a pink-shirt galore yesterday! Haha. There were 6 girls and 5 of us wore pink shirts! That was so coincidental.

I met Jiawen and Jasmine first and both of them in pink... then we were comtemplating if huiping would be in pink too, and she was! haha! So four of us and hongsheng were at Eunos, after which we took a bus to parkway. Rebecca & Fangli met us there, and I was all excited seeing Reb in pink too! Fangli with her black shirt and was kept teasing about wearing couple shirt with Hongsheng. LOL.

Lunched at Parkway's Jack Place.

Then we headed to ECP. I roller-bladed... it has been ages! I really forgot when was the last time I did. Blading was pretty manageable especially after going a few rounds in the newbie zone where the floor was really really really smooth. It makes blading really easy.

Now I know why I feel that ice-skating is easier... that's because the surface of the ice-floor is really smooth. =)

The blades the shop rented out was reasonably new and in good condition... quite surprise about that because I was expecting those quality similar to those you find at the Ice-skaing place. haha...

But the sore thing was I fell down! Okay not exactly I fell. I was KNOCKED down! Lol! This small boy in bike knocked me. All I heard were brake noises and I was on the ground. *ouch* Now my elbow has a wound and my knee has a big blue-black. And I had to comfort the little boy who was seemingly shock...

I was at fault though, I turned suddenly while he was going down a slope, and we coincide. -_-

I saw Zhongwei! He was cycling (AGAIN!) LOL. The reason why I wanted to skate was because I went cycling like about 2 weeks back. And there he was cycling again... haha.

After returning the skates, we went to see Wang Tian Cai and Rui En who were acting a scene by the shores. haha. So qiao. That Wang Tian Cai looks rather aloof... -.-" Acting doesn't seem as fun as it is.

Then we went off and I met my dear for dinner... which I didn't really ate much cuz of the late lunch.

Whew. PW is taking its toll on me... Lucky my group had 2 positive respondents for an email interview. I want my A!!

&the beauty.

10:49:00 PM

Made a new layout for my brother! I love it alot. haha. Check it out here!

Such a tiring day today. Can't reveal the reason though... haha.

Just in case.

Tmr's class outing and I hope I can make it out of the house... >.<

&the beauty.