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Monday, July 16, 2007

6:58:00 PM

What is happening to me?? argh. Everything feels so dreadful. Those never-ending depressing cycle everyday.

Relationship? I'm ruining it... with my own hands. All the negative stuffs keep pressing onto me... making a molehill out of a complete nothing. Which other idiot does this? One moment I feel really blissful, the next - right at the bottom. I'm suck into this interminable void and there seems no escape route. My retribution, perhaps?

Is this depression?

Friends? Are they really there? Who really cares?

Got caught up in the class web again. It's taking its toll on me... and it seriously sucks.

What the hell went wrong with me? I hate this I hate this!

I want my life back!!!

Haiz.

Feels much calmer after venting all out... My deepest fear is the next approach of the spasm of insecurities coming up.

those tears never fail me every day. I need leaning on... or maybe I over-did? Haiz.

I'm so sorry.

Maybe I need counselling?

&the beauty.

some 19 year old to be and hates describing herself!! know me and you'll know!

Badminton, reading, gaming, toggling my ipod touch, slow rock songs :)

night cycle
ice skate!
swim in a sheltered place!
go overseas with my friends

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