At last, time permits me to post an entry up.

The promotional exams are done with... so now it's down to PW and Chinese before my full time break can arrive. :)

It pretty much was a hectic period jumbled with an array of events like... moving house! Haha. That was slightly more than two weeks before, if i'm not wrong. Sure it was a little saddening, the home-sick, nostalgic emotions that transcends upon me when I walked through the threshold for the very very last time... That feeling was just indescribable. The finality of it was not at all nice. I hate partings, who don't? Six years of my life spent living there. I have to admit memories of the place were not exactly nice, even to the extent of being chaotic and much bitter tears shed under that roof, but still the attachment is there. Two weeks since, I've got a better hold of the feelings now. Not much of the nostalgia except that I still feel uneasy having to travel only one station now to reach Pasir Ris. Haha... And there's my going-to-school-with-me partner, Yunling, as well! Okay lah... Still need some time to get use to living in a public estate.

What other major events? Ehhh, nothing much already I guess. Just the usual ups and downs in relationships. I've come to realise that we sometimes tend to let excessive emotions take control of our mind and actions. (And, I'm a perpetual victim to such a situation :(. ) This is especially so when it comes to the point where your partner is too busy for you (with justifiable reasons of course!), and you start complaining relentlessly for the lack of attention & time spent together blah blah. The insecurities never fail to lead to one's ignorance and irrationality, and when all these are coupled together... the time-bomb for the r'ship is set. I guess the only thing an emotionally-needy person could do to salvage his/her unjustified needs is - to realise that they (the needs) were all uncalled for. Easy as it may seem, the realisation is tough the muster. But whatever it is, a harmonious r'ship really boils down to how one manage the emotions. And hopefully, I'll do better in managing mine from tonight onwards!!

Moving on to lighter stuffs... Now that promos are over, what comes next are the inevitables -RESULTS! Haha. All in all, I can say that I'm thoroughly dissapointed in my Chemistry. All the hard work and efforts for NAUGHT! Really, the paper was immensely tough. How I envy last year's batch of J1s whose chem promotional paper (the time-trial) was way manageable than this year's. Or am I the only one in thinking so? Aiyah. My other subjects could get a decent pass I hope. =) I can't wait to do a whole chart of activities!! MOVIES,BLADING,ICESKATING,BADMINTON,BLOGSKINNING(probably?),FLY KITE LOL!!! Okay that's all in my head for now. :)

I find myself getting so long-winded. I percieve it's the influence of G.P., probably. I'm even more ascertain now to keep tabs of news regularly and to BLOG in proper ENGLISH. Haha. I'm off... GOODBYE!

(I THINK REBECCA PROBABLY ONLY READ THE LAST CHUNK OF WORDS FOR THIS ENTRY. LOL.)

I'm silly to think a message would have changed you. That was ridiculous, come to think of it now. I guess it takes more than that, but I'm just way out of ideas now.

I'll still wish you luck in what you are doing though, hoping at least down the road you'll not regret it. & if sparing a thought for those around you is something out of question, then perhaps spare them the hassle. Not implying to myself, you know who're they.

And of course, hope the falling off the pole someday would cease, huh?

Take care!

I must be mad! Instead of being totally devoted to revision, i'm hitting the on-line theatres!

It's a movie frenzy, one after another. That was since a classmate of mine devulge this website to me, where I could watch movies for free online... w/o the cumbersome downloading!

So I've watched Minority Report, Evans Almighty, Music and Lyrics, Princess Diaries.

One per day in fact since Tuesday. I don't know how but I managed to twist in the movies amidst the revision... Haha. I must stop!

And I'm really going to sweep the entire lists of movies when Promos end!

The echoes that came after this frenzy.............

Isn't love an inexplicable feeling that makes one soar, float within the clouds of happiness?

Oh maybe so.

As you're down on earth, looking up at the clouds adorned across the sky, you imagined the happiness love brings along.

So with a heart of intense, we reached the sky of blue and clouds...

Only to find out they were all but a sham.

'Cause clouds are just vapours, there but not there. The fleeting nothingness... There's nothing up there you can feel. The sea of blue - never-reaching.

And when the sky gets dark, the rain poured through my eyes instead.

I very much want to let gravity fill me up, like love once did.

So that I could just descend once more back into the normal realm.

But it refuse... And so the cycle of ups and downs continues...

Strange enough, each 'down' could write off a hundred of 'ups'.

That's how fair love could get.

Whoever was it that said all was fair in love and war?

I was decieved by the myths of love. Or so I thought were myths.

Greatly wrong.

Wrong to be here writing these. Wrong to even start with.

Dots. Time to begin my tutorials.

And, all of you should not think that there's something wrong with me. Maybe, just something a little wrong up in my head. Haha. Cranky!

I wonder why can't love be just a simple me and you kind of thing. Probably there's much to love I've got to decipher.