At last, time permits me to post an entry up.
The promotional exams are done with... so now it's down to PW and Chinese before my full time break can arrive. :)
It pretty much was a hectic period jumbled with an array of events like... moving house! Haha. That was slightly more than two weeks before, if i'm not wrong. Sure it was a little saddening, the home-sick, nostalgic emotions that transcends upon me when I walked through the threshold for the very very last time... That feeling was just indescribable.
The finality of it was not at all nice. I hate partings, who don't? Six years of my life spent living there. I have to admit memories of the place were not exactly nice, even to the extent of being chaotic and much bitter tears shed under that roof, but still the attachment is there. Two weeks since, I've got a better hold of the feelings now. Not much of the nostalgia except that I still feel uneasy having to travel only one station now to reach Pasir Ris. Haha... And there's my going-to-school-with-me partner, Yunling, as well!
Okay lah... Still need some time to get use to living in a public estate.
What other major events? Ehhh, nothing much already I guess. Just the usual ups and downs in relationships. I've come to realise that we sometimes tend to let excessive emotions take control of our mind and actions. (And, I'm a perpetual victim to such a situation :(. )
This is especially so when it comes to the point where your partner is too busy for you (with justifiable reasons of course!), and you start complaining relentlessly for the lack of attention & time spent together blah blah. The insecurities never fail to lead to one's ignorance and irrationality, and when all these are coupled together... the time-bomb for the r'ship is set.
I guess the only thing an emotionally-needy person could do to salvage his/her unjustified needs is - to realise that they (the needs) were all uncalled for. Easy as it may seem, the realisation is tough the muster. But whatever it is, a harmonious r'ship really boils down to how one manage the emotions. And hopefully, I'll do better in managing mine from tonight onwards!!
Moving on to lighter stuffs...
Now that promos are over, what comes next are the inevitables -RESULTS! Haha. All in all, I can say that I'm thoroughly dissapointed in my Chemistry. All the hard work and efforts for NAUGHT! Really, the paper was immensely tough. How I envy last year's batch of J1s whose chem promotional paper (the time-trial) was way manageable than this year's. Or am I the only one in thinking so? Aiyah. My other subjects could get a decent pass I hope. =)
I can't wait to do a whole chart of activities!! MOVIES,BLADING,ICESKATING,BADMINTON,BLOGSKINNING(probably?),FLY KITE LOL!!! Okay that's all in my head for now. :)
I find myself getting so long-winded. I percieve it's the influence of G.P., probably. I'm even more ascertain now to keep tabs of news regularly and to BLOG in proper ENGLISH. Haha. I'm off... GOODBYE!
(I THINK REBECCA PROBABLY ONLY READ THE LAST CHUNK OF WORDS FOR THIS ENTRY. LOL.)