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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

11:51:00 AM

No more chinese!! Ever, ever, ever!!

Yesterday was A level Chinese exam... And that marks the end of my chinese learning journey. haha. Don't think I'll touch the subject in University anyway.

The paper was quite okay. I think I didn't screw up my Chinese compo like I did during Promos... and Paper 2 was so-so. Just the the topic that came out was rather surprising. haha. But at least, easy to understand! The MCQs for the compre section was hard. T_T All's over. No more Chinese... No more. I'm not gonna retake!!!!!!!

Had OP dry run after the paper...

After which, had some OGL meeting with my group to come up with the icebreakers. haha. Rather lame but at least it's something! And then joined Si En at the library to write my script into the cue cards... Haven't finish... yet.

Then we headed to Perkafe table to play Homo Homo Homo! Haha. Close shave luh. Me and bei could had won if not for some carelessness. Hahahaha!! Despite that, it was soooo fun. I love all of you! Hahaha!

OP is just two days away... I'm still afraid of the QnA. Sigh. & I haven't memorize my script. And I still stumble upon my words...

Starting work on Monday!! A whole new venture this hols...

Misses those times.

&the beauty.

11:43:00 PM

Here's a post before the words gonna overflow. It's dad's birthday today!

Wednesday was a pretty long one. OGL briefing after the dry run. And the briefing was realllllly long. 2 hours and more. Only setback was I'm not in the same group as any of my classmates.. And I have to do up Icebreakers game!! =S Kat came over to my house and played basketball & O2Jam. haha. With Yuan.

Thursday had chinese lessons which I was late, once again, due to some unforeseen circumstances. (hahaha) Met up with hui after that at TM...
Friday, got back the result slip. :) And dry run again. That followed by our own rehearsals. Derrick kee siao! Especially when he smile and recite his speech at the same time. The thought of it nvr fail to trigger the laughter. hahahaha! Goodness. And Huiping whipped up her sexy stunts at the Gallery. Trying to seduce me! Haha. Ping, remember alrdy not? U were reciting and then walking towards me... slowly. >.<>

Today's dad's birthday. My family (implying my half-sisters, their husbands & sons) went to Safra Country Club to celebrate. One word for the dinner: Bloated. All of them came over to my house to do the usual birthday stints.. of blowing candles and cutting cake. And all's over! I'm really tired.

And it's 12am I didn't realise.

So many thoughts in my head... So many. I feel like letting everything go, but I know it'll hurt like #$%^&*()#$%^&@#*(&. What's the point? I feel like my head's spinning a billion times. And no matter how far we try to run, we're always back to square one. Why so? Fate? I can't stand it... haiz.

PS: Cheer up Rebecca!!

&the beauty.

7:16:00 PM

I was sifting through the archives... and I felt... Nostalgic. No, one word just doesn't suffice. It's like, so heart warming, the subtle feeling so alluring... There's a sense of wanting to go back, of reliving all over, even if it hurts. That's pretty dumb, considering the situation I'm in now. ha ha... The date's coming, and recollections are pouring in. I guess what's left are the silver penning. Of memories within words. Nothing more than the strokes of a pen to speak of the past. That past.

As said earlier, I was looking through my past entries... and I realised one contrasting difference: I never really update the intricacy of my life these days, and my post has been so sporadic. I'm wondering, what's the use, keeping a blog and saying stuffs so abstract, irrelevant? What's the use of posting once in a blue moon? That when in the long run, you look back at your entries and you can't gather any of the nostalgia because of the missing entries and the nitty gritty of your post. I guess I got beaten to time and comfort. I want to start blogging fully, to keep the memories with me as long as Blogger lives. To retain the times of sweet, just in case they never come back. To reflect within the bitterness, to remind me perpetually that I should never ever repeat bad histories. lol.

I lost my O level Certificate. And I'm unable to get a replacement of it anymore. All I've got now, and possibly forever, is a 'Statement of Results'.

I realised it while rummaging through the pile of books stacking on the floor, cupboard and almost everywhere... I needed it for my application for the H3 course. I couldn't find the Cert! I was devastated that night, I remembered. Slept at 2am. But I wasn't about to give up the course just because of my carelessness and disorganized ways. I made up my mind to head down to Buona Vista after the dry run in the morning to get my 'Statement of Results'. Mum drove me there, had lunch at the cafeteria, and she fetched me to Bugis Junction. Met up with Bottle and Fangli. Bought a shirt to change out of my 'I-don't-know-why-i-wore-it' blouse. Headed to Sim Lim Square because FangLi wants to buy her mp3.

Now that was a nearly a real case of 'Perfect Competition'!! Almost all the shops are selling the same models of MP3s and MP4s. Prices vary very much. The relative higher priced ones are of course driven out of our choices... Brand conscious or not? Guess it differs from one to another. I admit I am one brand conscious girl... hahaha. But really, I'm not going to risk quality just to save money. If you want to buy some unknown china brand made products just to cut cost, then maybe you should think again. I've learnt my lesson. I'd rather save up until I have enough for a decent brand product. Ohhhh, superficiality plays a huge role as well! The outlook is important. For me at least.

Headed back to Bugis Junction, which on the way there I bought chains. We bought bei bei's presents there!! =))) Went home for dinner. iSketched at night with Ruibei and Huiping. So hilarious... We kept cheating on MSN. (Hehe)

Today started out haywired. I thought Chinese lessons were at 8.45am so I told my mum to wake me up at 8. But I woke up before that cause Louis called at 7.55 to ask where's Chinese and I thought he was joking when he told me it's at 7.45. Didn't believe him though. Took my time to get ready. Called Rebecca and gosh it was true. I still harboured some hopes that they're pulling a prank on me when I was on the way to school. Xie lao shi didn't scold or what... haha. He's a forgiving teacher. After which, slacked at one of the OP classes because other groups had dry runs... Then gave bei bei her present in one of Huiping's unique toilet way... hahaha!!!!! Headed to Downtown for lunch, and went to the isolated corner of Macdonald to play cards... Kept losing! Lucky it's a money-less game. :) Tomorrow's MONOPOLY I SUPPOSE?

I guess this ends my lengthy post...

Congratulations if any really read word for word. Haha!! Bye (:

I wish for so many things which I wished I never wished for.

Never repeat... the histories.

&the beauty.

5:45:00 PM

At long last, the final copy of the WR is handed up!! Omgosh. How proud I was of it after I binded it up. Wanted to take a photo of it but I forgot to in the midst of excitement. Haha. I was a busy bee yesterday. Had to rush around everywhere to try to get my WR printed. Tried Whitesand's photo film shops, Tampines's Kodak... Everywhere. They said there's no such service in the vicinity. Nearly freak out! Finally went to pw mate's house to print. Heaved a big sigh of relief!! I thought I would had missed my H3 Econs test but lucky Miss Wong was kind enough to let me take at 3pm. Took bus 10 home with Derrick after the printing...(Derrick went to Simpang there to eat prata and borrow money from friend LOL. He's so lame.)
I MISS TANAH MERAH!! =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( SO MUCH.
Reached home and wrote the soft copy of my lovely WR into the disc and rushed for school to take the test! Haha. I finished the logic test before the hour was up... lol. Forget it lah, make it or not, it doesn't matter really. And then I finally handed up the WR + Disc to the library with rabbit and si en. Good riddance for all the trouble!! haha. So now's Oral Presentation left... Please come soon! Can't wait for next next Saturday 3rd Nov I tell you!

&the beauty.

10:52:00 PM

&the beauty.

10:14:00 PM

A wave of green washed upon me so smartingly awhile ago. So perhaps I've been deceiving myself all this while.

Ultimately, I minded like hell.I'm still the sensitive freak.I am still so inpatient and so not understanding.I still can't trust you enough to let you go on a trip with girls aplenty. Ultimately, you are still you and me, me.There's still no sense to whom I belong to.

I know I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but that's the way I am. I still can't accept that fact.

Everyone says it doesn't matter, BUT IT MATTERS a hell lot to me!

I feel so distraught.

I just feel like crying to sleep now but I can't because I've gotta wait for my PW mate to get on. And that means appearing offline, seeing your msn, void of me, of my existence.

I don't know if all this are signs for us to get back to before where we started.

I just feel so screwed up. I don't feel like feeling anymore. I know I suck, straw, vacuum cleaner whatever so don't remind me.

I hate being myself. I hate everything that resulted in all the insecurities I have today. Those jerks. Never ever forget.

&the beauty.

9:33:00 PM

Happy times always pass within a blink of an eye!!

Since I've no pictures to do talking today, I'll let my words take the job.

Badminton rocks! Pooling's fun! Roller-blading is funny (HAHA!)! Bridging is so exciting! Daidee is a heart-thriller and a face-hotter. & Singing turned out a hint too hokkien-y. Gosh. Kart-rider is cute! PW is absorbing!

But what's best of all were the company I had! lalala. If only life goes on like the way it is now...

A realisation hit me last night... It was somehow triggered by the last episode of the Ch8 drama (forgot e title). What would you do if, tomorrow, your love one vanishes from the surface of the earth? His/her existence is gone forever. The last chance that will never come. Such an unthinkable situation.. I'll never want to experience such despair!

We should really learn how to treasure the people around us.

Before it's too late... Not that I'm being morbid.

The drama was really alluring at the start, but I lost track of it after getting a tad too occupied with other things during the 9pm-10pm slot. Nonethelesss, caught the last episode and it was still as captivating as ever! haha.

I'm so tired. Tired. Tired. Tired.

Ahhh, Thursday got two interviews plus Dry run. Gosh. Just hope Friday comes soon. Best, Sunday!

And PW is tiring. Sigh. TIRING! GOODNESS. OP SLIDES HAVEN'T DO FINISH! WR SO PROBLEMATIC ALSO! OMGosh.

STRESS!! or not. hahahaha.

&the beauty.

8:03:00 PM

lol!! Fun fun. These few days have been going out with a group of 411s.

I wish for...

&the beauty.

10:30:00 PM

Openhouse @ MJC's so vibrant! First time i'm so involve in school matters. Was never like that back in Sec days. Certainly had loads of fun, and sweat and hard work. *.*

The last minute decision to help the CG booth in buying the 'ingredients' for making bubble tea during open house landed me with a seconded ache in the arm (apart from badminton). lol. The syrups, straws, cups, jellies that weighed a good 20 kg in total was carried by the 3 of us girls. haha.. We went Hougang Central to get the stuffs and carried them all the way back to HP's hse which was actually quite short but the 20kg load made it seem like an endless route. Ended up in her house for about 2 hrs to test and try out how to exactly make a drinkable tea.

Bet the CG booth is pretty fun, and sweet, what with the syrup spilled all over the floor and table... haha! Too bad I gotta do the finance stuff, and ended up distributing alot alot alot of goodies bags to visitors. Tiring. And the mass dance was great!! Although I might become a shade chaotah-ier.

Although the paopaocha incurred an overall loss, but I guess it's worth the fun. Sales can be considered not bad compared to other booths. Haha. Derrick's a super great helping hand today, so unlike his usual slacking and 'take-green-form' style. And as for the rest who stayed in the booth, I feel really gratified. :)

So ends a comparatively happy day today. tata!

&the beauty.

10:24:00 PM

I very much want to update on the happenings around me but it seems that words failed me. haiz. Another one of the downs in life. And I wonder how long will this last this time.

&the beauty.