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Thursday, October 18, 2007

10:14:00 PM

A wave of green washed upon me so smartingly awhile ago. So perhaps I've been deceiving myself all this while.

Ultimately, I minded like hell.I'm still the sensitive freak.I am still so inpatient and so not understanding.I still can't trust you enough to let you go on a trip with girls aplenty. Ultimately, you are still you and me, me.There's still no sense to whom I belong to.

I know I'm making a mountain out of a molehill, but that's the way I am. I still can't accept that fact.

Everyone says it doesn't matter, BUT IT MATTERS a hell lot to me!

I feel so distraught.

I just feel like crying to sleep now but I can't because I've gotta wait for my PW mate to get on. And that means appearing offline, seeing your msn, void of me, of my existence.

I don't know if all this are signs for us to get back to before where we started.

I just feel so screwed up. I don't feel like feeling anymore. I know I suck, straw, vacuum cleaner whatever so don't remind me.

I hate being myself. I hate everything that resulted in all the insecurities I have today. Those jerks. Never ever forget.

&the beauty.

some 19 year old to be and hates describing herself!! know me and you'll know!

Badminton, reading, gaming, toggling my ipod touch, slow rock songs :)

night cycle
ice skate!
swim in a sheltered place!
go overseas with my friends

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