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Sunday, April 29, 2007

5:37:00 PM

Life an ironic epoch? Or not. My road just keeps weaving, entwining... True, each crossroad brought me to a new foreign stratum. But eventually, after many turns and twists, I'm back to where I was. Moving a thousand miles of distance but ending up with a really superficial zero displacement. My life's spewing with ironies. Teach me how to get untangled.

........ however,

I believe that as a patron in this expedition called life, it isn't right to be so low all the time.
So... on a high note: today's so called Soka Youth's concert was quite a success! At least, that's how i, or my group, felt. I remembered all the dance steps correctly, cheers!! A month of practices did pay off.

But then again, it isn't whether you danced the steps correctly or not, it's the process of joy you'll get from all the input you've invested in. Reaping what you sowed, in a positive light of course. New friends & fun. That's what truly counts :) I'll post a picture of our awesome zombie-like make-up if I do recieve it. Meanwhile try imagining me with white foundation, black eye liner outlining my eyes, green/red/black eye shadows. And a really broom-like hair style. haha.

One more hurdle to cross before I can finally relive my freedom. Presently, there're 7-8 more practices to CO's SYF, 10th May! I'm sure we will get what we deserve. GURANTEED!!! Gambatte MJCO! I'll do my best.

I know what's wrong now. It's me. I'm sure u're sick of this, just as how i am with myself. I've ran out of excuses explaining my deeds. There's nothing more that I can say except an apology, once again, to you. I'm sorry.

&the beauty.

10:38:00 PM

It's been ages ages ages since I last posted! Thanks to all the stuffs that i had fervently join. Not that I regret though. Life's really packed now. There's simply no time for leisure... But I still like it. =) It's just gonna be a short short post. Too many stuffs to write you see. I can't afford to waste precious time on blogging everything. Off for the 3rd Draft of PI now. Wooo, see the time! *Anticipating a C.O.P. for this afternoon's Univerisity of South Wales Science whatever le lah. But merit also not bad =D*

Before I end, cheeeeers to the deer that eats bear! {Dun bother to decipher what this means. It's crap. ;) }

&the beauty.

4:28:00 PM

I just abandoned my Chem SPA manual and came online. Simply too much thoughts racing through my mind right now... I need to write.

Frustration for one. Couldn't concentrate. I was badly mutilated by the Electronic Structure tutorials... argh. Damn agonizing for me as I proceed on to the next question. Spent 3 hours on just 5 questions! So taxing!! And I'm not done with it yet.

Above tt, there's something else bugging me and I think

I seriously ought to have a self-reflection. =(

Low spells acting up, once again.

&the beauty.

5:28:00 PM

Time to onslaught those untouched dusts that had been mounting up since the day I last posted. Given that I have a teeny weeny bit of time to spare. =)

I left school early today to attend TMS 26th speech day. Had actually intended to leave at 11.15am... But with me going up to LT4 and down to GO and up again before I could actually get hold of a signature of my CT’s, and the VP’s and get the early leave green form safely into the hands of my CT, it was almost 12. Public transport would assure us at least a half hour late, so we decided to cab there… Not surprisingly, we reached temask relatively early.

In all the 4 years in Temasek, not once was I able attend the school’s Speech Day as a prize-receiver or anything near that. The closest I could relate myself to was just being a performer for the Speech Day concert as part of the Chinese Orchestra team.

So there I was today, attending TMS Speech Day once again for the 4th time. But this time, as a prize recipient. I should be brimming with pride and joy. But instead, mixed emotions overwhelmed me. Regrets, perhaps. For not cherishing the many many many things that were right infront of me before. A bitter-sweet feeling. For the fact that I am now a Meridian, no longer a Temasekian. A niggling feeling in the corner of my mind, that time is running ever so fast.

But as how the convention goes, we never know how to treasure what we have at present, until they are really gone. And we, as the partakers of this custom, would have already realised its inexplicable truth over and over again, but still not learning how to cherish the present. That's congenital humans for you.

Alright. Enough said about my emotion whirls!

I was really impressed with TMSCO's piece today! Wow great. And only this phrase "旁观者清, 当局者迷" could aptly describe on why I had never realise that TMSCO actually bubbles with vibrancy and energy! Just that performance alone unleashed the many fond memories I had back then. I regretted not being more involved in CO. Always lamenting on the labourious practices that last till the night. I'll learn to appreciate MJCO from now onwards. =)

Shall end off now... bro's bugging. =(

ON A REALLY LOUD NOTE: I NEED TO DO MAKE-UP PE TMR morning! That's for being so blur-minded and forgetful and absent-minded and super scattered-brain! Had forgotten to bring my PE shirt today. =((

&the beauty.

9:48:00 PM

Just so that this date would appear here in my blog... I'm gonna blog. =)

School School.

I had just realised amidst my busy week that JC life is really sinking in now. I've no early days except for Thursday! Otherwise, it would be approximately 6pm when I reach home. And even later if there's CO practice. 4 times a week!! =( SYF please come soon. I want the time to mug. I want to venture into the mugging phase asap so I can get intune with it and get as many A's for my A LEVELS! LoL. A little ambitious here but it won't kill.

Just so much to do! Blames the limit of time. Nvm me. I'm still wallowing in my own grouchiness.

'Escaped' today! hahaha. Just a tad bitter that I felt queasy mid-way. But above this, I really had fun!!!!! FUN!

lol.

The remnants of an overly-funned day ->

[shall post the pic soon 'oops'. =x]

Shall end now. Bye!

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11:49:00 PM

"Happiness ain't a destination. It's a method of life."

One of the most meaningful quotes I've came across...

Sometimes, it's really the way we live life that constitutes our foundation of happiness.

So what if extravagant money is showered onto you? It's what you do with it that counts happiness, isn't it?

So what if you've got exceptionally good results, just as you dreamt?It's where this result will allow you to reach out for - Your dream course, and eventually your dream career. Living the way you want your life to be. And this counts happiness.

So what if you're attached? It's how you spend the time with one another. And the unconditionality you would give to the other party. And that counts happiness.

What else can I say? I'm living the way I want it to be.

And that makes my epitome of a smile. (:

Been quite of a late-night crawler lately... Sleeping after 12am for the past days. Don't ask me why, I've no idea! I went to watch Mr. Bean Holidays on Sunday. With Debbie (as promised!), Zhiyuan, Joshua, Yuanhong and the self-invited Terence. Haha. Just joking!! =) This show was supposedly entertaining but turn out somewhat otherwise (to me only la). But still, there were some laughable moments in the movie I must say :) haha. Our ever so illustrious Mr. Bean! His movie sure did attract quite a pack of people.

So the next promised movie is SpiderMan-3! Ha. Lets see if it comes :) :)

521! Ahhhh, can't believe (STILL) that I wrote 512. lol. Don't find me a nag!

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