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Thursday, May 31, 2007

4:40:00 PM

Today's my chinese birthday!!

And no, I don't have to keep track of the chinese calender to know when is my Chinese birthday... Cuz my Chinese birthday is always on Vesak Day! Cool right, KAT!

Anyway, today's also the official start of the school holidays... (what with the GP paper on Monday and make-up lectures/tutorials on Tuesday & Wednesday).

My dental appointment was on Tuesday! The date is set for the 18th June. At long last, my long-awaited braces. ^^ Hopefully, I could get the Ceramic set.

I had SMO on Wednesday as well. SMO means Singapore Math Olympiad for your information. Not expecting much out of this since I was only confident with 3 out of the 25 questions! It was an utter disaster during that 2-and-a-half hour. -_-" That followed by a dreary Econs tutorial which lasted 2.5hrs as well. (Lucky I missed the first hour due to SMO) Lol. I headed to TM with a bunch of my classmates to get 'boss''s present. After which, mum brought me to get my eyebrows done and i'm home.

I wonder what went wrong though. I woke up today, off-coloured. I had a heavy headache, & my throat was immensely dry and... how do you describe that raucous feeling? I was hot to the touch too. Lucky the Panadol lended it's hand to sooth the fever. BETTER NOW after a short nap. I was drench with sweat even in an air-conditioned room.

Then I started my Maths revision - AP, GP, Summation. And I'm demoralised. I could not even phantom how to go about doing those F-maths questions found in the TYS.

Aiyah.

Having NDP training later tonight... BYE!

&the beauty.

9:58:00 PM

Thoughts can be caffeine powder, I must say. They kept me wide awake, tossing around my bed for about 2 hours... and only till 3 in the morning did they let me off for my ZzZ land. haha.. It felt like a blink of an eye when the alarm started me up. Wasn't at all tired though. Supergirl already.

GP papers were fine today. Though the comprehension paper was indeed challenging...

That followed by my class outing which had turned out to be kind of a 'cliques' outing. Although I have to feel gratified that some tried to stick as a class. =))

Oh, we went to Plaza Sing in the end... no Sentosa. -_-"

& I got reprimanded by my CT through the phone, not at all nice!

Ate KFC and went Carrefour to past time.

To top off the day, the movie (Pirates 3) was great! Ha! My stomach was filled to the brim with like 5 packets of snacks(chips) being passed along the row... And we only paid one buck each. Mass sharing is worth it sometimes. :)

Digressing a little here:

Time flies! It feels like yesterday when I watched Pirates 2. Intertwining time. Sigh. Too fast too fast.

And I don't know why i feel a sense of foreboding...

There's chem make-up tomorrow and my tutorials are still undone. Sigh la... Gotta try waking up slightly earlier tomorrow to finish it. Simply not in the mood to do any stuff tonight.

NIGHTS.

&the beauty.

8:40:00 PM

Good luck for my GP papers tomorrow!

And to all others as well~

TATA.

101.

&the beauty.

7:40:00 AM

My comp was down for 2 days! Broadband connection screwed up after my mum went to upgrade it without a word until I asked her last night... -__- At least it's back up and working!

Yesterday was a school holiday!! But it was to the expense of our soccer boys' hard work and sweat but not becoming victors in the end... Still the match was nice! (First time watching a soccer match live.) haha... Don't ask me how to define nice. SNACKS provided by those higher chinese de... (huiping, jasmine, ruibei) BUT I PAID some! haha. Thanks for running to the petrol station and buy though! Yum yum. Next time buy Cheese Ruffles leh! It's been some time since I last ate.

And I think I've become a tad redder, and darker once again... Although we weren't exactly under the sun during the match (Unlike previous combined sports meet). Maybe it was because of PE. We played Captains Ball. FUN.

I had the privilege to sleep on when my bro woke up for school yesterday... ha ha. I went out with my mum the whole afternoon... She had to do some stuff at Toa Payoh Hub so that was where we went. Shopped and ate.

It was a day spent not so fruitfully ( cuz I was suppose to do something about my upcoming GP paper!!!! )

Shall end here! PS: Rebecca you deleted your blog or moved? Anyway. okay okay i'll take ur pic off. =)

&the beauty.

5:33:00 PM

It's been first time since ages that I reached home before 6! Feels a little weird. haha...

One impt thing to announce!! I'm not the rep for my CG alrdy. Got 'demoted' back to my Chem rep... haha. Frankly speaking, it has been a load lifted cuz i've never held such big responsibility before... Though this comes together with a blank testimonial end of nx year... aiya, nevermind. Shall do more CIPs with CGmates, esp with Rabbit <3!!!!!

Oh, our class's Learning Journey's going to be held at Sentosa. haha... I hope I won't get dark. =))

I'm beginning to love my class a tad more. Just hope some of them would set aside their differences and get together... But it's gonna be hard for sure since no one is willing to take the first step to give in.... *ponders*

Kat, Chris and Yongxing celebrated my belated birthday on Sunday. We went Bugis. Sakae-Sushi! LoL. Ate 3 plates of sushi only. Whereas KAT ate a whole lot more!!!!!!!!! And the four-leaf clover keychain is nice ... I'll hang it somewhere for sure. Now i've got 2. haha =D

QY came and we took neoprints! =)

Okay, then i went for a BBQ at pasir ris beach... LoL. I had a time of my life. I played the playground over at the park for an hour or more! Kind of relive my childhood... haha. It has been like 4 years since I played like this. =X

We took this at the top of the 'Spider-web' in pasir ris park.

Anyway...

In no particular order or date... i'm gonna post some pics!

After SYF

Ice creams!

&the beauty.

10:47:00 PM

It has been a long time since I posted pics!!

Neoprints on 11.05.07 ! =)

In a matter of a night, the hard fact that happiness comes from within oneself struck me deeply... I realise that it all really depends on ur state of mind to induce, what you call, bliss.

When I said I'll change, I will... <3

Anyway, in short - this week has been a demanding yet fulfilled one.

There were multiple tests this week... Physics, Chinese, AND my dreadful chinese oral! Okay, i mean i use to think oral exams are really dreadful & I absolutely don't look forward to them. Cuz I know tt my conservation skills are like a vacuum cleaner... (Sucks, i mean. haha) But thankfully, it went fine today... I guess I've improved from the past years! Much more confident in this oral than ever in the past. =)

CO exco rally speech today... lol. Impromptu la. And anyway, I didn't get in... Kind of expected, but was still bracing for some hope... haha. nvm. Grats to Yuping! Weiling! Audrey! Edinna! Huiwen! lol... 弹拨乐 still rocks.

I guess i'm stuck with being the CG rep... that is if yesterday's voting is confirmed...

It's still kind of a shock to me... haven't entirely absorbed this fact yet. I mean, me = CG REP? LOL. Never crossed my mind once before... but since this chance has arisen, i should gladly accept it la... And of cuz, it's gonna be a whole new venture for me... But I'll take it in my stride and it's time to change myself.

*ok I really still haven't absorbed this yet ...*

Me and a few of my CGmates went to Music Extraordinaire just now... haha. Much thanks to the person who treated us with food, drinks & tickets la... siao le. Rich guy. But all those oily stuffs are gonna creep into my conscious... =S ahhh... jian fei. The soloists are really good! Group de also not bad. The superb part of this concert were the guest stars! haha. Nat and his gd frens... cool~!

Anyway, I'll end off here le la. BYE!

&the beauty.

7:07:00 PM

And I'm stucked once again. Self-grudging. hai...

&the beauty.

2:49:00 PM

The two SYF pieces kept resounding by themselves inside my head, and my fingers kept playing subconsciously. Withdrawal symptoms maybe... -_-' I've decided not to be dissatisfied or sad with the outcome... Let bygones be bygones, they say. Besides, as what everyone says, the process is what matters. And, it's undeniable that the process had been swathe with joy & fun. I'll never forget those days!!

I went for a game of badminton yesterday at TP. Supposedly with Hh and Qinyou. Surprisingly Kat appeared! haha. Missed her. It's been ages since i last saw her. And there was Florence... who acted quite indifferently -_- not that it matters now...

Anyway, it's Mother's Day today! Happy mother's day, mummy!!

&the beauty.

9:49:00 AM

Our hard work didn't exactly paid off, did it? Sigh. Maybe we did hold our expectations too high... That was why a Silver hoisted much tears. So much hard work and effort... just for a fluttered-away Gold? Gloominess dwelled on... Alhough we were cheered up a little during the dinner at Bugis with my section & some of the excos.

Still, it sure gave me a dull acrimonious feeling the next day as well. And Rebecca had to kindly remind me of the times in LT5 as we were heading there for PW lecture. =( ok, Better doff aside unhappy times.

I was considerably better after Chem SPA... Knowing that I had an accurate burette reading for the first time in ages... whew! That followed by Napha or Nafa test which went fine.

Still not accustomed to no CO practice... =( I remembered hoping that SYF would past soon... And it did, just way too fast now... Sigh. And the J2s are gonna step down. It's just not going to be the same again.

Me and yunling headed to TM, did some maths while waiting for Debbie & Yuanhong to arrive. lol. Then Ter appeared too. And another friend of theirs. The organiser did not make it! -_-' Headed to eat Express Tepanyaki for dinner... and took neoprints! I'm still waiting for u to scan, RC! Haha. Thanks for the card n present.

End off now... Nothing else to say. My emotions are still jumbled up!

&the beauty.

10:58:00 PM

Thanks for the birthday wishes & presents, everyone! =D It had somehow or other brought my day to a happier one. ^^ And it's The Day tomorrow. *Hopes*

&the beauty.

12:25:00 AM

The hectic CO practices will be gone soon. I'm wondering now, how it'd be like to relive my mint freedom again. I guess I'm too used to returning home after 8 or 9pm everyday... haha. Next Friday is gonna be way early!!

I'm scouring through my mind right now to recall what has happened this week. Hmmm. There was Labour Day when I went to catch Spiderman 3 and had creamy chicken again. lol. STEREOTYPICAL man. It's always a movie followed by pastamania or pastamania first then a movie with those same people. Zhiyuan, Yuanhong, Yunling. Well the others couldn't make it... it's alright though. There's always next time. And I didn't know yuanh's birthday is quite near mine. Although mine's before yours! lol.
Then I went to East coast park. Memorable, sure it is to sit by the shores with... And.. but; sigh... forget it.
CO practices everyday. It had laid a hefty helping hand to the hour by which I return home. haha. Fun-ness has been weaving its way into every practice recently!!!!! The crazy combination of people like - yuping, mogu tou, yichen, huiwen, huiling, reb, audrey, gwendoline, edinna, geraldyne, esther, jie lin, anne, kaiwen, sharon; specifically ALL the 弹拨乐-ers had played a part in making the practices immensely pleasurable. And with Geraldyne providing us with goodies each time the Plucking section had to stay back for extra practices, it's quite impossible to say no to extra practices already. =X There was supposed to be a 弹拨乐 dinner outing on Friday after extra practice... but had turned out to be a blend of 弹拨乐+ Comm. + Conductor. Still the same la... ha. Ended up home late, nearing 12... much to the fury of my mom. But nevertheless, still a fun night. We even came up with a cheer for our section. With special thanks to the craziest Mogu aka Huang WeiLin! I've been rattling on and on about CO, about 弹拨乐... oops... I have to admit that I'm so going to miss the times of late practices after SyF. There're only 3 more times... >.<

MASQUERADES, disceptions, deceitfulness. They are procastrinating all chances of class unity. =( But i'm not giving hope yet... Not comforming just yet. PW grouping's out. 3 out of the handful 7 guys in my class landed in my group. Unexpectedly unexpected. Thankfully, Si En is with me! It's time to walk towards an A, together!

On a lousy tinge, Chem SPA is a horror for me now. My titration value is always way above the accurate answer. I did everything as precisely as I can. Cleaned the apparatus, titrated and pipetted the correct solution, measured the correct mass, topped the correct volume of distilled water. I DID EVERYTHING I COULD but still I got it wrong and worse still, I don't know what went wrong! ='( It was never like that back in Sec 4. I was always confident with my value and everything. Practical exams were a no problem for me... What's with me this year? And next week's the ACTUAL NATIONAL SPA already... Oh my. I can only stomach this uncertainty pill and hope for the very very best now...

I find it really stupid that the disputes between us are freaking childish. And to make matters worse, I still can't get a hold of myself. I can't face you.

Sometimes, emotions just unfurl by themselves and send me to a hollow oblivion. Tears that shed... doesn't count. They aren't figures. They don't equate. They just flow...

Enough of ranting about my emotional turmoil. It has been fluctuatating precariously. It's time to unwaver them and go back to my shell of void. Bye bye.

&the beauty.

10:42:00 AM

Everyone in CO got to skip the entire day's lesson yesterday. And i was suppose to have lessons till 4.15pm. How nice to skip all those valuable lectures and tutorials. sigh. I'll have some catching up to do, today.

But otherwise, I'm feeling considerably better now! The crummy period is gone. yes yes yes.

The rehearsal over at SCH was fine for me. Though short, but immensely fruitful.

I simply adore our conductor Liu lao shi! Haha. She gave MJCO new hopes for the shining gold. And I sincerely hope that this will come true. Who don't? We'll all work hard tgthr! It's gonna be a tough one.

*Push those negative thoughts away ok! But even if u can't bring urself to believe in ourselves, keep it to urself. Negative thoughts aren't meant to be shared!! Hope u'll believe in our MJCO soon... And no i'm not angry if u think i am when u read this. =D Take care dearest lao shu.*

Crystal lent me her zhong hu to play awhile during the 'breaks' amidst the combined practice in the afternoon... haha. I mastered twinkle twinkle little star! Oh my, the sound that came out was rather creaky and exceptionally aaaaaawwwwwful! Then i went to borrow Bryan's aka ZhiShen's erhu to try again and he tried my ruan. lol. My ruan looked exceptionally small when he held it. Then Jin Jia came over to sort of teach me how to hold the er hu bow. So hard! Hard! Hard! Learnt G diao and D diao's twinkle twinkle little star. Not so creaky already, this time. Thanks ah!

Audrey and Yuping 'conducted' my little twinkle star piece. Haha! So funny. Audrey says she's tempted to learn er hu after SYF, me too! =D

Aiy, nothing else to say already.

Jia you~!

&the beauty.