Okay okay, guess I won't wait till after the Block Tests to blog again... gotta let out some of the restive spirit in me! Have been preparing for GP the whole of today... and I'm really getting sick of it.

Friday, we got back our chinese A level result and... to my utter disappointment, I got a C grade. Thoroughly upset about it... But I've got to thank the few of my classmates for making the effort to try make me laugh despite my tears. haha!! Thank you all alot! And to Qinyou too for calling. =)

Felt bad knowing that I've let down my fav chinese teacher xie lao shi. He told me he expected better... and.. well. Will most probably resit for the paper... yes, at the expense of the time that I can do studying my other subjects. But it's a test of mental strength once again. And the ability to manage my time... Nevertheless, conviction is still the greatest power for me.

Gee, it's chinese all over again!!!! ahhh! hahahaha.

There are tonnes to update, seriously! But I don't know how or where to start. Watched PS ILU =)), and then there was the ASD dance which was ages ages ago.. and the post-ASD celebration... they were great. and then all the hullabaloos over tests... lousy marks once again, especially for Maths. And everything seemed to take its toll upon me last Monday (after hectic weekends after weekends). I remembered the mounting tutorials and assignments owed, and not preparing for tests blaaaahhh and I woke up Tuesday morning feeling like I should have just died. That was how stressed out I was... but like I said, it's over... got back on track the very next day and i'm feeling good from then till now. (minus the chinese result part of course)..

Okay, and yah about the sea-sick part.. accompanied hui to her friend's birthday 'party' which was literally on the bobbing sea. Felt so uncomfortable after just 10mins on the yacht. Ate like what, two satay sticks and I couldn't let anymore stuff in. or else I'll well be throwing up. Lol. And then they cruise along the Stjohn's and other *idunnotheirnames* islands for about half an hour. And the only time I felt pretty comfortable was when I'm lying down, facing up into the skies. Man, the stars were aplenty... plastered all over... A pity I don't know any constellations other than the Orion which Clara told me like over a year ago..

Anyway, it was a yacht 'party' at one of the clubs in Sentosa. Very luxurious from what I heard from hui... so this is what you'll get on your 21st year old birthday if you're the son/daughter of a (perhaps) a multi-millionaire. A life a tad too high for me I suppose! Gotta thank her mum for fetching me home... I was, entirely, dead beat.

Shall end here... Arhh, still feeling abit.. dissatisfed... over my Chinese result. Sob! C for Chinese!!

:O