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Thursday, March 20, 2008

2:58:00 PM

MBT's over!!!

IT WAS an intensively drilling week. Time for a short break before we get back on pace with the line of tutorials and revisions. Haha. What a year it'll be! I guess the worse result I'll see again is for Chemistry, and then for GP. Maths and Physics were challenging, but I think they're still quite manageable. =D Econs also okay la, case studies' marks unpredictable one.

I thought everything was fine now. But it seems that new problems keep surfacing, and the old ones status quo. The nightmares become reality, and the dreams remain as just ... dreams.

I had a really soothing dream last night... Sigh.

One thing good about dreams is that they give you a new lease of hope, especially so at the moment when you just woke up from it. However, it's but a momentary one that engulfs you for just a second or two. And when reality kicks in, those hopes come spiralling down... making you feel even worse than before. Dread those times.

Feel like I've just reached a dead-end. So I've evaluated the cause of the problem, and the reason of the cause, and I've speak to ... about it, and....... what's next ?.?.?.?.?.?

Lol... This is like holding the keys to a treasure box, and fervently searching for it everywhere. And at long last, I finally found the locked up fortune, I realise that I've lost those keys. Stuck.

Ok its crazy to be thinking of such hypothetical instances.

I feel so contradicting sometimes... Sigh.

So, as we grow, the things that happen arnd us become somehow less innocent, and in a sense less pure than before. I keep having the feeling that there has been a lack of sincerity everywhere, not saying there's none la. Perhaps it's the transition to adulthood, when we begin to see things beyond just the superficial level. Dread dread dread.

Arghh, yes pessimism again. Yes yes stress is amounting from the different banks of life. Better stop whining for now. Watching THE LEAP YEARS with Reb, and Mich later! Lag for a month. lol. I bet it's a really nice movie. Skipping dinner for GV's Nachos plus CHEESE. Trim eyebrows!!

&the beauty.

some 19 year old to be and hates describing herself!! know me and you'll know!

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night cycle
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