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Sunday, April 27, 2008

12:25:00 PM

Hiccups hiccups. The only thing i do online now is to play Viwawa's Sushido. Hardly even logging in into MSN, much less blogging. Well, seems like its the 'off' season for me, and I think it's going to be like this until I can relieve myself a little off from school work. Next week's going to be a very hectic one. Lucky for the Labour Day that will be coming up.

NAPHA, Chem SPA, Maths Lecture Test and Final-Term paper for Game theory, and that marks the end of my 3months affair with h3 Econs! haha. Really fortunate to have signed up for this course since it only require such a short period, and it is not as wordy as H2 Econs. Glad. :)

Feel like there's been alot of things weighing down on me. All kinds of issues springing up from the different facets of my life. No direction too. Why must life be so complicated? Why do some people just like to bring others down with their scornful remarks, hurting others? Argh. And the inflexibility of some is biting into me too. I'm right below, and you didn't even bother. Whatever.

I wish everything would have been otherwise. They say cherish the present before they're gone. But IMO, perhaps not.

&the beauty.

9:01:00 PM

Hohoho! Kept procrastinating my posts... Been kind of lazy these days. Hopefully it ain't becoming the cusp of a stagnated blog.

Got back the PW result yesterday. I must iterate what had happened. Hilarious, come to think of it. Met Michelle at Tamp before going to Whitesand's MacD at around 830am, then Loi BeiBei came. I ordered Hotcakes, and Mich stole of one (half) of mine... And beibei ordered her burger. So many Mjcians at the MacD, so the atmosphere was rather tense... And then, Mich overheard one of the meridians saying that "PW results are officially out!!" And then there was a minor scuttle as a group of them got off the table. I was only halfway through my hotcakes!! Mich kept rushing us.

"Quick Quick!!!!!!"

Ruibei kept wanting to vomit while eating her burger thanks to Michelle Chua. And I had initally wanted to enjoy the sweet delights of the hotcake but I had to rush through them thanks to Michelle Chua. Hahaha. Then we rushed our food plus ice milo, board the bus, alighted at the school's busstop, and ran straight to the board!! The bubbling anxiety is at its peak la, so I heralded the run. lol. Thrilled after seeing the results. :)

Called Huiping since she was late. Haha. Told her the good news as well.

The school's PW results were great with 75% getting A's! And approximately 25% getting B's, with just a handful of C's.

Went singing with dear Qinyou!! haha. Teo Heng revamped. The walls were so much nicer looking and it definitely looked less shabby. Haha. They're probably doing some branding in a bid to raise prices. -_-

Anyway, back to PW results, I must say that a 'B' isn't exactly the worse outcome. So don't give up! Don't be depress nor emo cuz it ain't worth it. Because this only spells one thing, that is to strive even harder now.

Must JY ok rabbit. JY! Let go of all the things troubling you. Learn to let your hair down and trust those around you worth trusting. And also be truly happy! I agree that life becomes facile, or superficial, once we grow older, but instead of falling down which will ultimately seal our fate, we must learn to adapt.

It is pointless if one keeps going in circles. Looking back into the past and scouring the memories isn't a bad thing, but living in the past and not wanting to budge is another thing altogether. We should embrace the present, and cherish the things worth cherishing now before its gone in a blink of the eye, like once before. This speaks for myself too of course.

There's no such thing as insouciance in life. What we can do is to muster the courage to step out of the viscious cycle before everything becomes a perpetual state.

Rabbit, hope you would brace yourself up ok? "Friends" may not always be there, so ultimately you've only yourself to count on.

But this is not to say that I and the few others won't be there for you! You've still got FRIENDS without the apostrophe. All you got to do is to believe in that. And it's really up to you to do so. Take care hor!! Hope you'll feel ok!

Hope you didn't skip lines again ah! haha. JY!

&the beauty.