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Monday, May 26, 2008

5:33:00 PM

Emotions this past week were one of those 'roller-coaster' kind that I'd never wish to experience again! Being apart from your love one is way too much agony for me!

Soccer finals between MJ and VJ on wednesday. Like last year, the whole school had to go down to support the team. Seems like soccer is really one of the CCAs that this school emphasized so much! Big shots! Lucky we were in the shade. Begin to dislike the sun nowadays 'cause I'm becoming tanner. And the worse thing is I look like a Malay when i'm darker, which some had already suggested. Boohoo. Anyway, before I digress further, there were indeed some spectecular goals, and savings done by MJ's keeper. And obviously luck was on our side. There was a kick which could have had been shot in by VJ, but it stroke the upper goal-post-pole! The rebounce back definitely caused an uproar on both schools. :) Felt the MJ spirit once again! haha. And it was soooo hilarious to see Huiping and Ruibei ultra overjoyed, hugging each other when the deejay announced MJ as winners! Haha.

Pre-U Seminar Rehearsal on Thursday was far from what I'd expected. Had to wake up at 5am and reach school by 6am. Much thanks to my mum for fetching me!! Anyway, the day spelled 'relax' since duties weren't exactly duties because we were chatting away. And then came the break in which we had McDonalds!! Yummy. NTU's buildings are contrasting within themselves. Some looked really contemporary like those of SMUs' while some looked rather timeworn, though they are established in terms of reputation already.

Went to Suntec with my classmates... Reb intended to look at NewUrbanMale's bag, but I guess the kinds she wanted were out of stock. To be truthful, I think NUM's stuff are seriously OVERpriced!! @_@ Anyway, we just kept walking around aimlessly............. Reached home - VIWAWA with those same girls!! haha.

Sunday, rather not talk much about it. Haha. CMI! And there was 4-Div discussion meeting in the afternoon... felt super drowsy!

It's Singapore Great Sale now right?? Feel like doing some shopping but lazy hormones are pulling me back. So I went blogshop-hopping but there's really nothing nice!!!!! T_T And I didn't know 'Hoodies' are in now... haha... looks cute though!

&the beauty.

8:14:00 PM

Ahhhh!! Facing withdrawal symptoms now!! haiz.

Spent the wholeeeeeeee noon watching Chao ji xing guang da dao, and finding nice songs to hear. Jay chow has a new song - 千山万水. Bro said it's the olympic song this year, dunno if it's true. lol. And the made-famous-via-youtube-singer Marie Digby is amazing amazing amazing. I love her acoustic songs.

Anyway, can't wait to catch the next episode of Xing Guang. (Although I don't know where to watch alrdy.. ) Found Albert 王彦博 quite cute! haha. Esp when he was able to sing with his idol. Like small boy!! haha. Cuter than 黄靖倫 !

王彦博

I think I should start on some work now... Been such an atrocious slacker today. And to think I'm still on CabalSea now. -.- Sigh. So many things on my mind.

&the beauty.

12:11:00 PM

The wake is over but the baggage of thoughts and feelings still remain. Though I wasn't exactly close to my grandfather, still I missed him. We visited him on his last night, and upon seeing him with the respirator, taking in each breath as though the it was his last, I was consumed with fear that he'd really go. And he did 6hrs after we left. Those last moments cant seem to leave my mind. He smiled whenever my mum asked if he could recognize her. He even tried to take the respirator off his mouth so that he could talk. But he couldn't, cuz that'll definitely take him away sooner. I wonder what were his last words...

His serene smile made everything seem so peaceful... I begin to regret why haven't I spent a little more time with him. Sigh.

They cremated him this morning. I hope he is happy, whereever he is now.

I wish I will never have to go to the crematorium again.

Separation is painful. Especially perpetual ones. I just wish I don't have to say good-bye.

&the beauty.

9:31:00 PM

Final paper so difficult! Mixed feelings about it, no idea what I'll get. But should be can Pass =D not so suay to fail lah. Gonna have three tests consecutively - Mon, Tues, Wed. :( Hectic week not over yet.

Hooked to a new game now... CabalSea. haha. Such a wrong time, but... :) Sushido still rocks!!

Happy Birthday to QINYOU (in 3 hrs time)!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Glad you like the present! haha. pig! <33333>

&the beauty.

3:50:00 PM

Tomorrow's our final paper for econs! It's gonna be the last time i'm using the SMU student card to get access inside e building. haha, unless I really do make it to SMU for real next year. Still thinking* haven't found my direction yet. sad. How how?

Been pretty grouchy for the last few days and would like to thank dear qinyou for being ever so patient! thanks!! :) haha.

Watched IronMan ytd with him at the new Cathay that was opened recently at downtown east. Pretty cramped inside anyway, mostly F&B stores, and the ferris wheel lolol. The movie was greeeeaaaaat!! Its a very resourceful movie to begin with, and the hints of humour made the movie even better. Not the conventional kind of superhero movie (apart from Spiderman) since it also portrayed current terror issues in the Middle East. Enjoyed it! :D

Anyway a big thanks to honghui for the early birthday present! =)))

So the lousy feeling is gone, till nx month again? >.<

&the beauty.