The Story goes on....
Thursday, December 11, 2008
12:24:00 PM

It has been a great deal long time since I blogged, since i restricted this blog. haha. don't know what made me blog again... well, just felt a sore urge to write out my thoughts, and untangle myself from the webs of turmoils surrounding me. Sigh. It is indescribable, how i am feeling. The initial sense of loss, the sense of finality, it was something i dread most, and definitely, unfortunately, something unavoidable. And the best I can do is numb myself from this happening. And I don't know how to do that. This feeling sucks though. One thing to take into comfort though is that at least it has been settled once and for all... or else god knows when it'll all end. Don't know is it sadness that I'm feeling, or relieve, or of longing, or a mixture of all. Don't know how long I've gotta endure these... if only we could fast-forward time. And it has only been a night. Just hope things would be finer than ever...

A-levels seemed like eternity ago. Lol. Had a whirlpool of emotions of this past month or more. Just hoping for the best! And will be working in this high-class chinese restaurant, and i hope nothing goes wrong... gosh man. Dreading this work as well!! Everything just seems so dreadful. Must be the pms again. =(

&the beauty.

me

some 19 year old to be and hates describing herself!! know me and you'll know!




loves & hates

Badminton, reading, gaming, toggling my ipod touch, slow rock songs :)

desires

night cycle
ice skate!
swim in a sheltered place!
go overseas with my friends

whisper




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