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Monday, March 24, 2008

7:16:00 PM

Movies :) Watched lotsa movies!

Went to watch "Slam" at PS with Qinyou. Guess no many would have heard of this show unless u're really a hardcore basketball fan. ^.^ So, of course, it isn't me who suggested watching this!! haha. And the arcade's so fun.

Today had to go back to school for one period of Econs lecture.. Classmates and I went TM to watch Step up 2, with the triple snacks in hand - Ruffles, Nachos, and Popcorns. hoho. I still think Nacho's Cheese plus Ruffles CHEESE is still the best, but they wanted Sour & Cream... Dont think it goes well with the cheese la. Haha.

Visisted the washroom, then we headed to another theatre!! Which wasn't right... It was showing Vantage point. Great movie, better than step up. haha. Although I have to admit the dance was "wow wow wow".

Then we went to the foodcourt, and played a few hands of ___ and the FoodCourt manager spoke a few words and we headed elsewhere for a very satisfying yet time-wasting afternoon. ^^ gotta go back on track before I lose myself again... good luck to everyone!

H3 Econs Mid-term next week :@:@ oh man. Buck up!

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2:58:00 PM

MBT's over!!!

IT WAS an intensively drilling week. Time for a short break before we get back on pace with the line of tutorials and revisions. Haha. What a year it'll be! I guess the worse result I'll see again is for Chemistry, and then for GP. Maths and Physics were challenging, but I think they're still quite manageable. =D Econs also okay la, case studies' marks unpredictable one.

I thought everything was fine now. But it seems that new problems keep surfacing, and the old ones status quo. The nightmares become reality, and the dreams remain as just ... dreams.

I had a really soothing dream last night... Sigh.

One thing good about dreams is that they give you a new lease of hope, especially so at the moment when you just woke up from it. However, it's but a momentary one that engulfs you for just a second or two. And when reality kicks in, those hopes come spiralling down... making you feel even worse than before. Dread those times.

Feel like I've just reached a dead-end. So I've evaluated the cause of the problem, and the reason of the cause, and I've speak to ... about it, and....... what's next ?.?.?.?.?.?

Lol... This is like holding the keys to a treasure box, and fervently searching for it everywhere. And at long last, I finally found the locked up fortune, I realise that I've lost those keys. Stuck.

Ok its crazy to be thinking of such hypothetical instances.

I feel so contradicting sometimes... Sigh.

So, as we grow, the things that happen arnd us become somehow less innocent, and in a sense less pure than before. I keep having the feeling that there has been a lack of sincerity everywhere, not saying there's none la. Perhaps it's the transition to adulthood, when we begin to see things beyond just the superficial level. Dread dread dread.

Arghh, yes pessimism again. Yes yes stress is amounting from the different banks of life. Better stop whining for now. Watching THE LEAP YEARS with Reb, and Mich later! Lag for a month. lol. I bet it's a really nice movie. Skipping dinner for GV's Nachos plus CHEESE. Trim eyebrows!!

&the beauty.

7:24:00 PM

Okay okay, guess I won't wait till after the Block Tests to blog again... gotta let out some of the restive spirit in me! Have been preparing for GP the whole of today... and I'm really getting sick of it.

Friday, we got back our chinese A level result and... to my utter disappointment, I got a C grade. Thoroughly upset about it... But I've got to thank the few of my classmates for making the effort to try make me laugh despite my tears. haha!! Thank you all alot! And to Qinyou too for calling. =)

Felt bad knowing that I've let down my fav chinese teacher xie lao shi. He told me he expected better... and.. well. Will most probably resit for the paper... yes, at the expense of the time that I can do studying my other subjects. But it's a test of mental strength once again. And the ability to manage my time... Nevertheless, conviction is still the greatest power for me.

Gee, it's chinese all over again!!!! ahhh! hahahaha.

There are tonnes to update, seriously! But I don't know how or where to start. Watched PS ILU =)), and then there was the ASD dance which was ages ages ago.. and the post-ASD celebration... they were great. and then all the hullabaloos over tests... lousy marks once again, especially for Maths. And everything seemed to take its toll upon me last Monday (after hectic weekends after weekends). I remembered the mounting tutorials and assignments owed, and not preparing for tests blaaaahhh and I woke up Tuesday morning feeling like I should have just died. That was how stressed out I was... but like I said, it's over... got back on track the very next day and i'm feeling good from then till now. (minus the chinese result part of course)..

Okay, and yah about the sea-sick part.. accompanied hui to her friend's birthday 'party' which was literally on the bobbing sea. Felt so uncomfortable after just 10mins on the yacht. Ate like what, two satay sticks and I couldn't let anymore stuff in. or else I'll well be throwing up. Lol. And then they cruise along the Stjohn's and other *idunnotheirnames* islands for about half an hour. And the only time I felt pretty comfortable was when I'm lying down, facing up into the skies. Man, the stars were aplenty... plastered all over... A pity I don't know any constellations other than the Orion which Clara told me like over a year ago..

Anyway, it was a yacht 'party' at one of the clubs in Sentosa. Very luxurious from what I heard from hui... so this is what you'll get on your 21st year old birthday if you're the son/daughter of a (perhaps) a multi-millionaire. A life a tad too high for me I suppose! Gotta thank her mum for fetching me home... I was, entirely, dead beat.

Shall end here... Arhh, still feeling abit.. dissatisfed... over my Chinese result. Sob! C for Chinese!!

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