Kinda a whirl of emotions right now - excitement, flutterings, confused. basking in happiness? I definitely should be actually. Everything seems to fall in place neatly, one by one... Good A's results like how I always envisaged it, Passed FTT, found an office job... and... things seem to be going on well. Apart from family woes that is.

Don't know why it sounds all gloomy though. Went to SMU's open house with mich yesterday and instead of making me more clearheaded, my heart's falteringgggg!! haha. Banking and Finance, thats what I said whenever anyone asked me where I wanna head towards. Wonder if it's just me saying that just for the sake of answering, or is it there I really wanted to go to. I'm in a headacheeeeeeeeeee! Challenge myself or just take the safest, boring route?

Woooo. I think I know now. I know now. I know now. (: what's life without challenges? learn to adapt, that'd make the journey worthwhile. haha. ok suddenly I feel a whole lot lighter. Damn this post took an hour. Took sporadic pauses to check up on websites. Alright.

Been returning late these days. Actually its just two days. Fri's FTT and then dinnered at Mac, Sat's movie Watchmen. Pretty interesting just don't really get the juice of it all. wahhaha.

My mum's complaining, and even my BRO too. argg =S I'm starting work tomorrow! Social life no more!! =( Wonder how'd the office environment be like. Hope all goes well.