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Friday, April 17, 2009

11:16:00 PM

Ups & downs this week. Over-turning included. Pretty much the likes of a roller coaster ride. Morbid dread, demise, let-downs, disappointments, pleasures, realisations, elation, celebrations that weren't really celebrations, losing a friend. Overwhelmed. :O

Anyhow, I've got accepted into SMU and NTU's double degree programme. Most probably heading to SMU, dunno what I'm hesitating though lol. & will be having SMU's scholarship interview on Tuesday. Nervousness not here yet.

Watched "17 Again". It was a pretty good laugh. And I like how it has a meaningful hint to it.
Can I have my 2nd take on life too?

People walk in and outta your life.
A few came into my life, caused a hellstorm, and walked out like nothing happened.
A bunch came in, and together we had great loads of fun. But they, too, left.
One came in, touched me, was a terrific confidente. Went away too.
Whatever the reasons, they have left prints in my life; heart - some indelible, some fading, some wounds. Some taught lessons, some brought me laughters, some shared sorrows.
Somehow, I wish things would be different. That life could be less complicated. That some of them haven't left. That I shouldn't been like I was.
Sorry to you. =(

But there's no second take on life. Life is no 'fanciful' movie.
I'm only left with memories, guilt a little, thoughts aplenty.

It's time to ponder, and reflect, with all seriousness, the way to manage life.
Having proper time management, juggling time between the people that mean alot to me;
treating them with all the sincerity one could muster; loving them.
It's not the quantity, but the quality of time spent that matters.
I have been neglecting my family; I'll definitely set things right.
I kinda disappointed my closer friends, and I was burning with guilt earlier on. But I'm glad all's fine now. I'm really sorry.
Frustrated with myself at times for not being able to handle the simplest of things. It shouldn't have been lost. It shouldn't. So darn sorry.

I'm finally, entirely, certain of how I'm feeling. It seems too certain to be true. Dream-like.
Never felt this way. Never felt so right.
But to trudge on grounds I was so wary of once again.... Guess I'm not ready.
I know I will be, though.

And to my dear friend, Michelle, stay strong as ever. Love you!

&the beauty.

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Badminton, reading, gaming, toggling my ipod touch, slow rock songs :)

night cycle
ice skate!
swim in a sheltered place!
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