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Sunday, June 21, 2009

5:17:00 PM

Alot of people have been asking, so what have I been doing now that I'm not working, not studying, not anything at all.

Everyone reckons I'm really free now, but I don't know why, somehow I just find myself lacking some time and space to just sit down, relax, chill, read a book in peace. Or maybe my heart's always not at peace, ever since... And the weather isn't helping either.
So what exactly have I been doing?!
Mind feels pretty messed up. Going out, swimming, singing, going for Soka activities, driving, kat's place, my place, my park...
Still pretty worried over driving. Stupid clutch. I will master you tomorrow!

So I'm just whiling most of my time away. School camps will start in a month's time, and school in two months. I'm lying if I said I feel nothing over these. Afraid is one thing, afraid that the school's environment is so gonna pull my life-plug. It's SMU and I've heard awful stories. But I know I'll pull through, like how I pulled through my entire academic life. I wonder what kind of a person I'll be one year down the road.. how my life would be... hypothetical questions. we'll see.

And I keep letting minor stuffs get into me. Shouldn't really. Rawr!

&the beauty.

12:47:00 PM

Caught Land of the Lost on Tuesday. It was a stupid movie, but funny all the same. Sexual humour involved hahahahaha! But yea, stupid. If you want to just have a laugh and destress, this would be it.

Went for swimming with kat yesterday. Swam a total of 4 laps, having breaks here and there. Hahahaha. Kat had quite a few laughing fits in the pool. She has gone crazy. But anyway I swear I won't go to a public pool ever again!!!!! Yucks YUCKS!!

DRIVING sucked. =( Clutch control problem. How on earth do you start up a car without the whole car vibrating? I just want a smooth go. How?!??!?! 3 weeks to go and I'm still stuck with the most basic problem.

Know you can do better. ><

&the beauty.

12:01:00 PM

What a week! Four days at the PC show, standing for 12 hours, talking non-stop. I'm dehydrated right now... lips cracking, tired still. Wooo. But fun! Sales may not be my thing but at least I don't suck at it too bad. hahaha. Thanks to those who dropped by my booth to say hi or pass me stuffs to drink/eat :D

Met all kinds of customers, from straight-forward decisive ones - "Ok i'll get this" after looking at the display for only 2 mins, to those who came back the third time and walked away in the end, and those fussy cheapskate customers who negotiate for a good 30mins wanting blah blah and blah and WALKED off buying from other salesperson. It can be pretty frustrating. Then there are those that came back to you because you attended to them before, that feeling is gratifying (:

Whatever it is, it's over and I'm glad! Got to know alot of people, but whether we keep in touch or not is another thing, haha. Reality of life. Well! It's official rotting time? I want to sing!! lol! Hoarse voice I have right now.
xoxo

&the beauty.

3:57:00 PM

Anyway, I haven't pack those books yet. lol!

Been going City Hall the past 3 days. Product trainings, class gathering, hanging out <3! And also from this coming Thurs to Sunday as well for the IT Fair. It all spells one word - SIAN! So gonna wish this week would pass fasterrrrrrr.

Would be chionging driving lessons next week. 3 times a week! Intensive. My instructor kept telling me to go slow as usual... he kept saying I'm not going for a racing competition >< Alright keep slow and steady, within 40kmph during gear 3 till I pass my TP. then Vroooooooom! Fun.

&the beauty.

9:20:00 AM

Whiling my time away! I need to find something to do. @.@ Feeling so empty these days. boooooooo!
To think I said I miss having too much time. ><

Went to Expo for the food fair yesterday, and then T3, then E-Hub. Imagine the fare!
Soya bean flavoured yoghurt/ice-cream is yucky.

The sun's scorching hot. I used to think sunny days are cheerful, optimistic, carefree, happy. Somehow, the heat radiating all around just can't seem to warm the heart inside. Fail man. I'd better do something before it's too late! rawr!!!!!
Ok pack books. Mom's been talking about it since a month ago and I still haven't pack them yet!

&the beauty.